Father God, grant me Your Peace. The deaf look I receive from those who ought be warned percolates in my frontal lobe. I know that passion is no excuse for exasperation and that the flesh does not command the Will of God. Lord I find myself needing a greater depth of self control and patience to love them without expectation or behavioral change. I know that these things are not my job though I weep in the lack of preparation for the coming Wrath. Forgive my feet stuck in the miry clay and my mind that continues habitation in the World.

You give me things to share and teach, I often forget that the sharing of this direction and information is by choice, just as it is also by choice that they may choose to listen. Teach me to balance the giving and the lack of reception. I am here as vessel not as commander or judge. I want none of these other positions and am entirely comfortable with You being God, Jesus being the only Judge and the Holy Spirit begin the sanctifying voice of truth, hope and conviction. Forgive me for establishing the conditions where I have usurped authority not mine.

This day was hard and the whining voice of the man that died on the cross was shouting from his withered place on the Cross. I have been born again by Grace of the seed of Your Holy Spirit and truly await with joy the day I am fully sanctified of the man I was to become the man You have ordained I become. Please don’t let me become the greatest obstacle in this attainment. Father I am struggling with the position of authority or influence not with the power but with the weeping and emotional upset thinking that people are not hearing. It is Your voice they need, toward which I am to point them.

Lord this world is beginning to unravel the scarcity of fear of You, the absence of reason and the desire to go faster and faster until the vehicle is wrecked are prevalent. Yet again these analyses are not meant to be my effort or my counsel. I trust the Holy Spirit to guide all to the knowledge of the Truth where they find their place in the Family of the Most High. I am grateful to be a helper and thank you for not taking me away for my obvious inadequacy and my repeated sins of the eye, pride and flesh. Father take these things from me that pride may leave the exchange within my heart.

May Your perfect will be done and I pray that I be taught not to be a barrier but a guide, Brother and Friend. IN Jesus’ name.