If you must

Forgiveness provides the inclination to go on into the next vision, to move on beyond the scenes of angers passed. My burdens daily reduced by those that common sense bids I leave as refuge of this day. Tomorrow is not shackled to the unresolved conflicts of this or any yesterday, week or annum. Free must be such and found in the crisp or sometimes biting breath of a new morn. I am relieved of that which I would have per wound kept into malignancy, tumor or infection. This road may never be the result of my choices unless they are good ones leading to the Promises of Truth and subsequent reward of an discharged Psyche.

Calls from the left and right demanding that I come full circle remaining silent of the Rock of my making. Or pulling, pushing, leveraging to have me retard my voice, my thinking my thoughtful regard of God’s Word as He my only maker, Boss and King guides me to the topic and Word that I am privilege to encounter and share. I do not wish to slight, corrupt or injure, but I cannot conform to the list of rules required by any other would be Master. If a hammer He selected then a hammer He required for this duty. Far be it from the fact that I am a hammer though I have hammered the gong of repetitive preaching. If He wants me to be gentle then I shall step aside for the Fruit of His Spirit’s arrival.

Self Help is a worldly motto and falsely proclaim that this is Scripture. God does not help those who help themselves, He rather helps that who cannot help themselves, delivering, saving, Transforming for His purpose, that we may help ourselves to His wonderful provision and promise. Stop trying so hard and walk. Have you ever walked in the cool of the morning or evening reflecting upon the hues of a promised tomorrow? Simply strolling taking time to see God reflected in the things that He has given, remembering the wonderful that He made for each of us. It is in those moments that I find my greatest help as I am content, dependent and humbled before God Almighty.

I cannot both fear God and fear the World’s threats upon my person or belongings. The Lord is awesome and to be feared by those who know what a wonderful thing He has done and yet to do. I do not pleasure in the loss of good counsel or those that have found their way close, but I cannot cling to them in disregard of God’s Whisper. So if there are rules, requirements or constant corrections seeking to fit me to mold of your construction please do what you must do and find that peace I cannot give from some other source. I am under construction to be an eternal being. I am being shaped by the Master Potter Himself who needs not your assistance. I do so apologize to Him and You for my inadequacy of Pliability and kinetic imagination, however only one of you shall overcome my frailties and that is the one who new them before time itself began. Go be at peace if that is the only method you can imagine to cope with my absolute reliance upon a Single Source of transformation, the Will of our Mighty God.

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