About face

Perhaps I should care about the new, ten-million dollar building that Christians have collectively erected, with its stained glass, fine carpet, gyms and modified sound system.  Maybe I should be excited about the state of the art day care center, with the integrated message system telling parents when there are difficulties.  Perchance you should have captured my enthusiasm about the Church sports facility so that we can customize the Word of God in a palatable method, packaged for disinterested nexters.  Maybe I should be overjoyed that our pastor’s new book is selling off the shelves or we’ve gotten the movie rights to the next big Christian Thing.  I promise to share in that excitement, if you can but answer me, how are we training our parishioners to make disciples, or take in orphans, assisting the elderly, sick or dying to come into the shelter of Christ?  Or maybe we should meet in the local high school for church and send the ten million dollars for a new building to persecuted Christians in their defense of the faith?

I hope that you will forgive me, but I don’t want to go to Rome and gaze upon the religious artifacts and creations of man in his quest to become worthy of God or worse yet upstage Him.  I am certain they are beautiful, but is there a chance I could stay home take care of the homeless and send the money I would have used to a pastor bringing folks to Christ on the front lines.  How far we have wondered from the Lord in our attempt to modify His Holy Word so that we can have our cake and eat it too.  I do not wish to argue with folks who are entirely comfortable being fat dumb and happy going to church once a week, Bible study occasionally and dropping a few dollars in the offering.  That was not what Christ asked or commanded of us.  We have forgotten whom it is that we serve.  And the reason we’ve forgotten is because we have sauntered away from the greatest relationship that we will ever have, a living dialogue with Almighty God, exchanging it for worldly pursuits.  Christianity is a transformation not just a life style.  If I am not so completely captivated and excited by the opportunity to share the Truth and Good News of Christ then I either have relegated the truth and good news to a lesser part of my life or I never had it in me from the outset.

My forgiveness has certainly been challenged, as I have been given excuse upon excuse or chastisement for asking my fellow Christians to share in Harvest Work.  It is now at the point where they do not wish to have the conversation, lacking sufficient or new excuse, that they simply avoid me or spread awful rumors hoping I will simply, “go away”.  I am sorry that you have been convicted by the Holy Spirit’s Voice calling you to mission.  Wasn’t it you who came to the Pastor just last month, desperately inquiring, “why God hasn’t shown you His Will and Purpose for your life”?  Is it perhaps a possibility that you have no new revelation because you have failed to answer the calling He placed upon you when you first came to Christ?  We cannot selectively determine to follow Christ, the choice was first made when we accepted Him in to our lives.  Why else do you believe that Christ has told us this “wicked” generation will receive no other sign then that given to Jonah in the belly of whale for three days?  Don’t we get it, he is saying the sign you will get is that He wants us to do what He directed us to do, to the point where He will pursue us and capture us in the belly of a whale if necessary to changing our attitude to obedience.

Lord, awaken our hearts to the work which must been done while the light remains.  Take from us the driving desire for comfort and self gratification that cause us to ignore the needs of the poor and fatherless.  Father give us a heart to serve our first calling of discipleship, leading all who will hear to Jesus.  Forgive me if I have been too harsh in my call to action, for I know that you love them so.  Praise Jesus.

One day’s prayer

More than enough.  Manna from heaven.  Sufficiency, abundance, I shall not want.  Father forgive me for never completely understanding, relying upon Your Faithfulness or walking wanton.  Forgive me for all the times that I have gone to church to fill myself up, to be seen or to share out of a heart to be known for my own qualities.  Forgive me for passing up Divine Appointments as if they were optional or infinite, missing those precious, expiring moments to tell people of Your Awesome Love.  Father, let me walk as if I had the food which never perished, the overflowing waters of Your outstretched Love that will never let me go thirsty.  Let me give without even a moments thought of receiving.  Let me fully believe that the new dawn will bring a fresh allotment of Your care and sustenance.  Allow a new understanding of abundance, so that I may give freely with no thought of exhausting supply.  Magnify the little I have so that others might be fed to fulfillment and see your Glory in the giving.

Lord allow me to never rearrange the furniture as the ship is going down.  Give me a heart for rescuing the lost, fatherless, dying, sick and disenfranchised.  Lord let me resist the wiles of the enemy, nattering that I should hold grudges, remain envious or judge the motivations of others.  Let forgiveness be the bell of my heart, such that no one ever need ask.  Let there never be question as to whom I serve.  Allow me to be a repeater, echoing your light across the darkened hills, so that all might find their way beyond a meeting at the cross.  Take from me the defiant, false hope of my own self-reliance, for in such moments I am made both weak and susceptible to the temptations of a desirous heart.  Let me taste of Your victory, knowing that I served Your Good Will for this life and Your Kingdoms Call.

I am but one man, but so much may be accomplished in my simple prayers as they pass before You in faith.  I know that You see me, hear me and guide me, let me maximize this access by bringing my prayers before Your waiting ears.  Give me the desires of Your heart and not my own which might be spent upon frivolous ideals.  Let me work seamlessly with my Brothers and Sisters to bring about something beyond my own capacity.  Forgive those who have sought my harm, turn their works to good so that they might be changed.  Let me be pensive, serious and thoughtful but also light of heart, eager to encourage those around me through laughter and good care.  Let me never forget for one second that You are there.  Father, give me sufficient courage, hope and assets to be equal to any task You set before me this and every day of this life You have given to me.

In the Mighty Name of Jesus Christ the King of Kings and Lord of Lords, forever and forever, amen.

Courage or cowardice

Battles are never won without courage and an attitude of long suffering, for they shall neither be begun nor completed.  The Lord requires us to stand, prepared for battle, suffering, loss and, yes a continued resolve to remain upon the solid Rock of His foundation.  We should always anticipate victory, but not that it conforms to our own vision, ideal or anticipated personal or prolonged outcome but on that which is consistent with God’s Good Will.  My job is to stand in faith-inspired courage and know that God will see me through whatever valley, battle, chaos or objective, that He has set before me.  For I am not my own, my life belongs to Jesus as He gave His in proxy of my own condemnation.  I truly grasp the impact of the term, forgive for I do not know exactly know who said it,  “He died my death so that I might live His life”.  What I owe Him is the courage and patience to stand against the storm, wielding the sword of His Word, knowing that He will provide for both if I but show some measure of faith and devotion.

As an Ambassador for Christ I must understand the equivalent detrimental impact upon those in my sphere of influence brought on by my demonstrated cowardice or inaction.  I am a Prince and a Priest, a joint heir to the Kingdom of God, shared in faith with the Lord Jesus Christ Himself.  I must understand the gravity of my position and take it seriously that I am a representative for Almighty God Himself, betrothed as the Bride of Christ, standing in stead for His leadership, rule and reign upon this planet.  There is no one else to accept that coveted charge to action and intercessory prayer.  What I do or do not do has effect and I should neither take it lightly nor ignore the obvious impact upon the furtherance of the Gospel Message.  God called me and it is up to me to answer that calling, being empowered for the completion of the potentially impossible tasking I have been given.

Do not look away Brother, do not listen to the false whispers of necessary fear.  These are the enemy sirens leading you to complacency and absence from the call to battle.  God did not give us the spirit of fear but of “love, power and a sound mind”.  A sound mind at this point in history demands, “preparation, study, prayer and meditation” upon the character, Will and aspects of God’s Righteousness.  Be courageous and know that you stand here for Almighty God and He will never forsake you, especially in the midst of exercising His Plan for mankind.  Show us your mustard seed and God will always magnify your capacity to fulfill His Will.  Blossom in the Hand of Almighty God.  Jesus Be Praised.

Emerging into light

What do you do in the dark that you would not do in the light of day?  Am I a different person in the silky camouflage of night?  What scatters in my own life each time the light is shown in to crevice, cupboard, closet or action?  Have I given over control to God the secret spaces of my life or am I effectively compartmentalizing aspects for which I have no excuse, no remorse or no desire to relinquish?  What am I unwilling to expose for shame, or blame or potential damage to my cherished reputation?  Can I truly know humility having never lain bare these protected facets of my life?  What then does it mean to be a follower of Christ?  Is there a specific or implied trust between He and I which demands release of this obfuscation, diversion or out right concealment?

How forceful is my own resistance to the changing Hand of God’s Almighty Spirit in my own life?  Am I truly willing to subject my entire set of actions/history to the defining edge of God’s Two Edged Sword?  Would my sinews, spirits and truth continue following such review?  I cannot safely say that on that day I look into the eyes of fire that there will be little left to be burned up.  For I have seen my own frailty, my disobedient heart and rebellion and found that left alone it will fester, propagate, linger and continually poison my innocence.  Can I develop an intentionality consistent to bringing down the footholds of powers and principalities for injustice within my own heart?  What manner of terrorism exists within my own disobedience to God?  How might I find peace until these shameful dis-congruent aspects of my own personality have been subjected to the cleansing blood of Christ through the light of His Word.

I cannot love the actions of men which do not stand up to the Gospel.  There is no will, no desire, no inclination to become apologist for these inconsistent unsaintly thoughts or actions.  I pray that I surrender to God, absolutely, voluntarily, all compartments of my life, especially those for which I have shame, reluctance and denial.  There can be little if any progress forward in the battle for truth if I am unwilling to come to the knowledge of the truth regarding my own earthly performance.  Father, let me see every truth, even the putrid and cancerous that lay hidden in my own psyche.  Once I have seen, repented of and accepted these truths, please cleanse me and remove them from my soul.  Let me judge myself by your word instead of projected such judgment upon men of the world.  Let me be found righteous by Your Word, blameless, spotless, resembling Christ.  Let me wear His righteousness in faith for the world to see in the light of day and the dark of night.  Let me walk by faith not by sight to the Glory of Your Holy Name.  Jesus Christ is King.

Prepared

Delighting in a child’s smile is not the same as making them smile.  Observing, wishing well is not the same thing as lending a hand.  The sidelines is not the place for an heir to the kingdom of heaven, we were meant to be in the game.  Where is the game, you ask?  This is where local churches and I quickly depart, as they are unwilling to answer the following questions; How many orphans live within a half mile radius of your church?, How many widows live within a half mile radius of your church?, How many missionaries/volunteers from your church are actively serving at the local hospitals, old folks homes, orphanages, prisons and homeless shelters?  The Christian ministry is associated with “Walking” in each and every image or discussion of the new testament.  It requires “action” to be an obedient ambassador for Christ.  Don’t you want to be delighted before Christ in accounting for your life as you review the pictures, memories and emotions associated with “walking” with the Holy Spirit through this life?  This is the time preparing for the harvest.  As with any farm there is much work to be done and we are the workers, whether preparing the ground, planting seeds, weeding, fertilizing, watering or cultivating, this is the work of any Christian.

Do I know my neighbors?  If I don’t how do I expect to demonstrate Christ in my own life?  How do I expect them to know who is available when this world gets too tough for them to bare?  How do I expect to have the opportunity to share Christ in those brief moments of relationship, if there in fact has never been any attempt on my part to form a relationship?  How do I expect the Holy Spirit to speak to them through this vessel unless I am willing to provide an opportunity for the Holy Spirit to use me in the lives of those that live nearby?  What manner of a success plan is this that I am following?  It certainly makes no sense and most likely does not follow the orderly, sensible and logical reflections of God.

What are my goals with regard to sharing the Gospel message with people that I know or meet?  Do I believe that without any preparation for sharing the message that I will “out of the blue” effectively share the message of salvation in the moments when they arrive?  What intentions do I have with regard to helping the church to reach those in my neighborhood?  Have I seen the Mormon Elders in my neighborhood and dodged them, effectively missing an opportunity to share Christ with them on my doorstep, because I am too bothered to be an ambassador?  Do I use that old excuse that I do not know the Bible well enough to share my testimony, so I will leave it to those who have the skill to share the Gospel?  Do I truly believe that “being a slave to righteousness” is meaningless and that I owe nothing for the price of my salvation?  Can I disobey the command of God to share the message of salvation, judgment and the coming Kingdom of God without some manner of repercussion in this life or the next?

Have I once discussed with my pastor how I might best be used with or outside the church to further God’s plan for my life?  Do I quickly leave the church to avoid any opportunity to get involved or be known for my walk?  What do I wish to be remembered for when I leave this planet?  I struggle with being accepted, even in the church I am ridiculed for my willingness to share the Gospel message with all people.  This is my tiny piece of sharing in the suffering of Christ.  If I must be a gadfly within the church body raising concerns about our complacent hearts then let it be so for I am not here to serve the church but Christ whom saved me.  I know this that I have never felt so good as when I got in the game and gave it my all, even in temporary loss.  The only regret is to never have attempted sharing the Gospel.  I am inadequate to the task but that does not free me from the obligation to do my best to learn the Gospel, discipleship and counseling so that when God calls upon me to play that part.  If God has not yet called upon me to fulfill His plan for my life then I must be in the period of preparation for said calling.  Don’t be scared, be prepared.  Praise God for Jesus Christ the King of everything.

Tolerance-the wedge of deception

At what point in our national history did self-evidence fall to strangling grasp of epistemology?  Do we no longer believe that all men are created equal and that they have been endowed by that same Creator with certain unalienable rights?  This exercise in tolerance has contorted our culture to near breaking point.  To allow for the probability and expression of every minority view, we have set our selves on a foundation correcting course of revisionist history.  We can no longer believe what we believe if it does not give equal and sufficient voice to “every” perspective seated around the table.  All may say the pledge of allegiance to a flag, an ideal, a guiding principle if at the same time they learn and chant the mantras of even their enemy’s flag, concept and moral doctrine.

This commits our children to a permanent vacillation of self image by forcing them to embrace the facts that all men may not be created equal if their creator was evolutionary astronomical probability.  It detaches their thinking from reality to consider that maybe all fish, animals, microbes, heterogeneous mammals and ideas are equal before this nebulous commitment to a tolerance of every thought, however preposterous.  It begs them to question those rights we have traditionally fought to uphold that we are all free to pursue life, liberty and happiness.  It forces us to eventually turn against the historically conservative to solidify the authority of “tolerance” as the new dogma for proper thinking.  Eventually it commits us to conformity to the most charismatic speaker present in the global, media dynasty as entire populations follow the voice that most closely heralds the desire of the internal urges.  Thus the efficacy of radical Islam as they are handed the fuel to fire the angry inferno brewing in their own dissatisfaction with current economic and social dilemma.  Point in case the German population being captured in pursuit of that which we all abhor in those moments of reflection.  When we adhere to the self evident principles of Creator endowed equality we rarely go astray from righteous behavior, but when we depart from that foundation we fall into catastrophe, such as the misery of allowable enslavement of any race, creed or nation group.  This idea of tolerating, then embracing the views of the highest bidder, special interest or even the most abstract and minor, audacious religion or ideal is guaranteed collective destruction.  For we cannot depart from those ideals which have brought us good fortune, simply to acknowledge a politically correct imposition of the ridiculous without losing the benefits of that time tested and assured foundation.

Truth maintains the probability of effective national harvest.  As truth is tortured by the whims of opinion, dogma and abstract ideal, weeds, poisons, insects and the ravages of natural disaster damage the potential yield of collective productivity.  Once we have forgotten or willingly strayed from those things which we believed to be “self evident” then the foundation to which we collectively committed begins to crumble and eventually collapse.  This abstractly imposed, survey bound tolerance is the wedge being driven beneath moorings and pylons of our national edifice.  All men who believe that they have been endowed by the Creator with equality and unalienable rights must return to that same Creator in humility, repentance and re-commitment in order to forestall this deconstruction of that which was shaped in His expert Hand.

Follow Him

Had I tasted victory, despair would be too sour to capture my taste.  Had I known peace through prayer, anger and the world’s molestation would own me not.  Had I dreamed in a glimpse of eternity, the past and present would make sense as a parts in the sum of the whole.  Had I known the truth, lies would have lost all adhesive quality in my heart.  Had I seen love, then my kind whispers would chase hate and fear to the darkness of their origin.  Had I seen the face of God, my joyous reward would be complete.  How then does a hypocrite profit when none of these inspiring influences have overwhelmed such that all else becomes dim?

It is not about religion, it is about following Jesus in truth, serving God in love, obedience and purpose.  It is not about the holiest man having been inserted between each of us and God for there are no barriers to majesty and no man who is free of sin but the Lord Jesus.  It is not about emulating the deacons, pastors and princes for each of them struggle alone in the dark asking God for guidance and forgiveness.  It is not about being alone because my vision of perfection somehow excludes those who are dirty, messy, poor, sick or confused.  It is about Love and only Love.  A Love so kind and deep that it overlooks imperfection, struggle and brokenness.  It is about following Jesus Christ, calling upon the Holy Spirit in power to sanctify each of us making us more like Christ then when we began.  It is about the walk, with purpose, truth and intention, demonstrating love for God as evidenced through action, not to win some prize but knowing the prize has already been given and works are a natural part of thankful joy.

I do not want to be like my pastor, I want follow God.  I do not want God’s power, I want to use it to the Good Will of His Glory, Majesty and Love for mankind.  I do not want to be congratulated for my prowess, gifts or faith, unless it is from the mouth of Jesus welcoming me home to His Presence.  There is no defeat now but not loving as God has directed.  I must have Love, the Love of God, nothing else matters.  Forgive me Father for pursuing any side road that does not lead directly to Your Righteousness.  May my heart, life and words always be true to my quest of following You.

Trumpets

Repent and be baptized in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ for forgiveness of sins and you will be given the Holy Spirit of God, sealing you for eternity and redeeming you to relationship with Almighty God.

http://www.oneplace.com/ministries/love-worth-finding/player/jesus-christ-the-son-of-god-and-god-the-son-437710.html  This is one of those sermons all Christians should study.

So simple a thing so hard to accept.  They will accept that extra-terrestrials seeded Earth or somehow brought about the great flood and that vampires/werewolves freely walk among us, but they refuse outright the evidence of Sovereign God.  Is not God “extra” terrestrial, did He not reach His hand into humanity through fire, cloud, prophet, parted waters, brimstone and flood.  The difficulty is not in accepting something that is too difficult to understand but in making ourselves of secondary importance for worship.  I think therefore I am the center of the universe.  Pride is a powerful narcotic.

If I acknowledge God then I have to disobey God because I cannot possibly obey His commands which are entirely inconsistent with my self actualization.  Therefore I will do my best to deny His existence and persecute His people, thus nullify His authority and judgment.  This is standard practice in today’s society, commit sin then simply act like it didn’t occur repeating a practiced lie as frequently/loudly as you possibly can to countermand justice.  That certainly coincides with the definition of irrational thinking?

I cannot deny that my worldly Father exists to avoid the punishment he would most assuredly deliver for disobeying his house rules.  Nor can I simply forgive, explain away or dismiss the repercussion of nefarious or criminal action just because I do not wish to acknowledge the authority of the law to judge my actions.  This is man’s predicament with God.  To forgo His offer of salvation is guaranteed damnation, self prescribed separation from our Creator for eternity.  There is great danger in toying with the portents and purveyors of deception.  Pride is hypnotic.

Why are men going hungry, because me and friends refuse to care enough to go and share our food?  Why do children go orphaned when there are thousands of churches in each State, tasked by God to watch over them?  Well most certainly it is because we think ourselves above that command or perhaps we feel that God meant for someone else to do it when He was pointing directly at you and me.  Why do the lost go uneducated to things of God, having not known salvation because we are unwilling, too busy or frankly disinterested in sharing the Gospel message with which we have been entrusted?  What Ambassador would ever expect to keep his job having not even attempted to establish productive relations with the host country.  We are not citizens of the world, only ambassadors of God’s Kingdom sent to share invitation.  Do we understand the difference between a request and an order, or perhaps between a piece of wood upon the wall and the Sovereign King of the Universe?  Pride whispers, “he is not referring to me”.

I repent because I am bent, corrupted, poisoned and chained.  I run because I am in fear, of death being near, so I steer my wagon away from the chasm, in spasm I drive directly toward the abyss from which God has just relieved me.  Of what then is my courage made?  Will it simply fade when time for price and passion is paid?  Will my judgment be stayed, when my last breath is made and I haven’t done the work to make the grade?  Can I afford to look into the fiery eyes of the Lord knowing I kept my gifts stored for a season or reason that never came?  Is He then to blame for what I have ignored, forgotten or simply chosen to never do?  I cannot abide my denied pride for it opens me wide to all manner of hateful and disobedient sin.  Let’s be awake for majesty’s sake.  Jesus Christ my savior and my King.

http://www.insight.org/resources/devotionals/god-doesnt-have-to-explain.html  Chuck Swindoll on the sovereignty of God

Christ is Lord

Almighty God, grant my prayers on this glorious day of our remembrance.  Give us hope, a hope built upon the permanent foundation stone of the universe.  Let us not waver in the winds and seas of this vacillating world, allow us a measure of your immutability.  Father, we are faltering as a nation, having lost our way pursuing the deceptive means of our hearts rather than following after your light.  Grant us humility, such that we may again seek Your face in petition, prayer and worship.  Heal our hearts so that we might approach each parlay with loving perspective.  Deliver us from  the wiles of our flesh and the enemy.  Let us think clearly, granted adequate discernment to forgo the deceptive sirens of worldly possession and senses.  Father protect the innocent from those who would ravage them without Your security.  Lead us to Your heart where we might never again wander from wisdom, prosperity and hope.

Father, there are so many suffering in this world, seemingly left to the effects of sinister, greedy or power hungry people, blind to their cries for mercy.  But their cries reach Your ears Father.  I understand that the perfect timing has not yet come for justice and judgment.  When Lord will You take back this planet and avenge the torture of the weak, sick and poor?  Your Wrath will be overwhelming and it will purify that which has become too corrupt to continue.  Grant Your Church faith enough to call the cleansing fires from heaven.  Father, open the eyes of Your faithful to that which must be done or can be done for the coming kingdom.  Let us be fulfilled in our achievement of Your gracious will for mankind.  Give us back the power of the spirit which has left the churches so that we might change this world for righteousness sake.  Grant us honor in that we stood in the face of the impossible, fully knowing that You would win the day.

Praise You Lord for making a way that we might find our way back to Your Love.  Let all who hear the story of Jesus Christ be stricken to the point of surrender.  Let them choose hope and everlasting life found only through belief and faith in You.  Thank you for blessing us with the flowers of life’s abundance, grace and mercy.  These are the salves which make battle bearable.  We love You and remember today what You did on our behalf.  Praise Your Holy Name, Jesus Christ is Lord.

What If?

What if this is perfect, this era, this political maelstrom, these events, wars, travesties and significant dilemma?  If you believe that God is in control as the Omniscient, Omnipresent, Almighty ruler of eternity, then perhaps it is a perspective you should seriously consider.  I am not saying that the horror and wickedness of man is perfect in its lust to bring forth and propagate every abnormal sin upon reality.  What I am saying is that what if, this is the only way we will again see the face of God?  What if our current administration is the exact embodiment of characters necessary to usher in the tragic sequences requisite to unveiling God’s Perfect Timing of Revelation.  Perhaps are they necessary in signifying God’s perfect timing for the rapture, tribulation, a return of hearts to God in Israel, the seals, the vials the bowls, the deed to the Earth, martyrs who shall never deny Christ, The Glorious Appearing, judgment and Almighty Reign of God forever and ever?

What if this misery I feel about the current state of humanity’s rigor is actually the driving force to turning our desperate hearts to God in fealty, faith, truth and sanctification?  What if the pain of our illness was never intended as punishment but as impetus to finding God?  What if lost love reminds us much God hurts as He is separated from the children He greatly cherishes and loves?  What if the compassion we feel at seeing the world’s suffering quickens us to God’s heart for humanity?  What if this scene has been repeated ten trillion times and each time we must go through this ridiculous rebellion when we could have had paradise from the outset?  What if we were meant to get it wrong because that is all we are ever capable of until we have suffered the terrible experience of having been so wicked, so polluted, demented and eventually saved by God Himself through Christ?  What if it is in our nature to mock the righteous because we lack the understanding of something so pure, having forgotten our relationship to God?  What if this Earth is the perfect learning ground to exercise our self-centered desire pursuance until we see our misshapen visage in the mirror of God’s law, and only then understand our plight?

I have to assume that since this is God’s unfolding plan, in God’s universe, with the Lord being the only being with foreknowledge outside of time, that this is the perfect way that we must be purified in order to live with God in eternity?  Could Adam and Eve have been obedient and provided an orderly progression of eternal humans, who needn’t be ashamed in the presence of Almighty God?  I don’t know, it seems odd and unlikely to my human understanding.  That is not the case, so such introspection may in fact be useless for anything other than attempting to understand this Amazing God, Our Father, who knew everything about us before the beginning of the universe that He Created, yet still chose to make us after His Image.  Can any of us say that if we knew beforehand the children that we eventually would rear would turn against our every tenet, that we would in fact choose to participate in the event of their conception?  This is enough to create reverence in my heart for the Lord God, as I could not have children that I knew would disobey me fully.

So what if this is perfect?  Shall I accept it and make the best of what I have been given in the light of my inadequacies, poverty, illness, stupidity or shame?  Absolutely.  Praise God for His Perfection and Infinite Glory and thank Him for loving us, which never ceases to amaze.  Thank you Jesus.