Focus on the changes that are being made in each of us. The law has been an awesome mirror to show me my sin and how far away from the Lord’s holiness I reside. But I no longer receive condemnation because the Lord paid for these sins, and although I am trying my very best to avoid each and every one before they occur, when I do slip up the Lord is faithful and true to forgive me and forget them. However, over the years I do see the evidence, the fruit, the benchmarks, so to say of sanctification by the Lord’s hand. Each year he takes away from me those old habits, verbal patterns and reactionary devices replacing them with noticeably improved methods of dealing with catalyst with wisdom, understanding and grace. It is good to see those changes though I still weep at how easy it is for me to mess up. Did you mess up this week? I hope that I extended to you the same grace, encouragement and understanding that the Lord continues to give me.
Where to next? Well that is the joy of our walk with the Lord, we just don’t know but unraveled in the revealed mystery are the contents of the things beyond our own performance. For in his power, authority and abundance there are treasures, discoveries and works beyond my current imagination. I don’t want to continue on the same track, being handed the same lesson time and again because each time I fail to get it the Lord returns me to that same starting gate. That is not acceptable to me, my own limitations will not be the obstacle that keeps me from reaching the pinnacle of God’s plan for my life. Oh, you thought I would say that it is someone externally that is causing me to falter, well that just isn’t true. I am the obstacle to my own understanding, my sin the barrier to my holiness, my rebellion and lack of obedient love the prohibition of my righteousness. The enemy just knows my frailties and offers me the same lust that tripped me up the last 47 times. If it worked those times it will continue to work, until the Lord takes that away from me, removing that desire for some more grand.
This life is nice, sure it has some great joy and abundance, but there is also significant heartache, separation, agony, grueling tribulation and yes my great reservoir of sin. Those are things that I will not have to deal with beyond this life, so yes I am getting ready for the next round, my new life, in the country in which I have been a citizen since accepting Christ. Do I crave it, no I do yearn for Him though. I am content with being content in the knowledge that I am here because He has not yet seen that I am ready to move on from this crucible. So, I ask Lord that I at least get the lesson you have been hoping that I would have gotten today, so that tomorrow I might graduate to a new set of trials and learning experiences on my journey through preparation to be in the presence of a Holy and Righteous God. After all that is the objective isn’t it? In Jesus’ Name.