It is narrative impossibility to serve my own interpretation of law,expecting favorable dispensation of blessing without consequence. Therefore deferring to my own judgment in service to sin even on my beloved or Brother’s regard is guaranteed to unfortunate end. This is not to deny healing or helping on ritual or rule of active prohibition, but rather to achieve outcomes for desirous gratification.

I sin and God chastises, no room for excuses based on duty to love whether romantic or filial. It matters not that I maintained intentions of fulfilling some moral law following that/those sin(s). The wages of sin is still death. Future sin being forgiven, the question points toward how much, backsliding is tolerable? Or what happened throughout the Bible to those who departed from faith and/or righteousness. Free will always being the rule this is for all of us to puzzle. You will have to reconcile Grace.

So, it matters that I love or loved you, but God’s interpretation is the only judgment that truly effects outcomes, as God is the only being with power to damn my soul to eternal damnation. It is His perspective alone which carries infinite weight. We must acknowledge that God may not be mistaken, that humans may wrongly assume through self-righteousness their certainty in salvation, Matthew 7. Marriages, friendships, parenting, works and worship cannot be conducted outside God’s definition.

Our nation continues to follow our own socially moral guidance and sees continued failure with abominable statistics. How then may Christians Jews continue in perpetual downward spiral while maintaining attitude of our own discretion? Our worldly gain is not equivalent to heavenly standing or right relation before Jesus.

Therefore as a man who chooses obedience before God’s Word and Trust of His direction over my own understanding I may not tolerate or champion any relationship which refuses for whatever reason intention or outcome that violates God’s asserted structure, discernment or prayerful-congruence with His Word. I am sorry that I remained unclear with you in any manner, word or deed. I cannot bless continued or repeated similar action or indifference.