To all those I have let down it is the greatest gift to me that you allow me to apologize, never mind the grace surrounding the allowance to make amends for whatever actions i took or dropped that disappointed or hurt you.

Simply walking away is not sufficient when you are what the Lord sent me after. Not simple pursuit but prayer, encourage, treasures surrendered, hope offered and sacrifices made of heart, mind and matter enough to see your Love.

Time doesn’t matter and matter doesn’t respect time only velocity and acceleration as light reflects the colors of God’s Tremendous care for all of Creation. Not to mention the reminders of that love when I most needed it.

What are dreams when they don’t reflect the wanton, the jealous or those who simply spend lives and lifetimes looking in a shaded piece of glass hanging in the parlor with chair and armoire that never meant any thing to anybody.

Dash it, crash it, smash it all then trash it for the only things worth reason and the greatest of four seasons is the moment when Spring let’s you sing of the flowers and rain forgetting all the pain so you never go insane the little purple stain.

All at once remember every thought preloaded ten thousand films at once processing, potions, wonders and fleeting moments of those things so adorable I found so worthy of addressing now I am confessing you really got me stressing.

It could have been simple, no long words no feigned good natured good byes no trials, no repeats, no mistakes and no apologies for having not done the right thing when given the golden opportunity to reflect God’s Love for you. Then.