Do I say things to be heard, to influence thought and action of the sphere to which I may imaginatively provide influence? That part of me writing for audience wants that to be hidden for all manner of reasons.

This site and those who have read it for nearly 15 years was established by a young man writing in the code of the mind as vehicle to write those things in the only rational manner to achieve privacy, while getting it concreted in this dimension.

Radically, singing the songs within a heart that was drummed into believing a rhythm plaid singularly to God and to self was unacceptable in this conformist reality. All of those aspects which represent success in this world have been avoided on purpose refusing to become the man I was beaten, intimidated and threatened to become.

What does this cost, well: glory, money, position, passion and fame? I determined having found some measure of all that none would reflect my love and passion for Christ Jesus. It hurt to let go of the world’s trappings but not nearly as much as abdicating the Purpose God had for my life.

So, what words shall I send to you, knowing fully that both my desire to speak freely in my own language while fully comprehending the: sharpening, ministry and edification that I may do through the gifts of spirit and the Truth of His Word? Do I actively want people’s heart to be aided and persuaded while offering hope and trust in the Promises of the Lord? Well I would be both foolish and untruthful in saying otherwise.

You whether friend or considering yourself my foe are the treasure of God’s Pursuit. It is my greatest desire to be a vessel/junket of God’s Perfect Will for mankind. That means He is waiting for ALL of you to come to Him and find everlasting Life, that you may live on beyond this temporary field of testing.

What then has he made a sensitive young man whose only avenue was to both hide but find glory to aide in inferiority recovery? This duality is the only path that could possibly lead to these moments in fulfillment of God’s Purpose in my making.

You see, we must experience the factual instances or experiences in this life to prompt the sharpening, ministry and edification producing the end result of useful witness and gifting. Upon reflection of the road behind me I find that this life was perfect in offering me choices. These choices produced what you read before you. Equally producing the aspects of internal review and blossoming imagination but the impacts and gravity of the Words God has given me to share.