No fear, but love, power and sound mind. Voluntarily investigating to depths of corrupt, insufficient or adequate character programming. On my face before the Throne of God where nothing may be escaped or hidden I am humbled and thankful for the opportunity to see the inner workings of internum corpus.

The soundness of mind compels analysis of social interaction to develop clarity as to those facets of character are ineffective warranting God’s chastisement. I see the hurt of a man who in fear, a spirit not given by the Father developed self-defense mechanisms to protect the child within, who was never able to contend with the threats of this world. The sight of the unfortunate creation of ineffective adult, coping machinery causes pause and upset met with welcoming joy of the trials in God’s Presence.

I am equally ashamed and compassionate for wounded child now kneeling as man before King. The pain of frightened insignificance and emotional, bodily threat that sponsored the malformation of adult characteristics incapable of experiencing healthy interaction is instantly alarming. Coequally overjoyed at seeing the seeds of world’s tainting that I may not only lay these issues before God for transformation but hope upon that wonderful day when they will be removed, polished and fully functional in freedom.

My Love for God, the Child and the Man I am becoming flourishes. The accountability, tugging upon my heart cries out for those who have been confronted with these poisonous aspects of fearful upbringing. I am sorry Lord may You and They forgive me. Having been so afraid I now understand through Faith that this face of my experience was founded in something not given man by Your Hand. I repent, ask forgiveness and joyously await Your Transforming Hand of Healing upon this life and issuance of its heavenly remeasure.

In Power, I see the absolute truth that compels both testimony and rekindling. May the baptizing fires of Your Holy Spirit take all fleshly aspects from within this person, changing, shaping and bringing the freshness of new wine to this vessel. May the construct and confidence of sound mind rule as standard the interactions, experiences and intentions of the man I am becoming. No more fear reigns my temporary existence. In Power, Love and that sound mind I actively seek opportunity to test the new Fruits given me by Your masterful remaking. May I love radically all who meet our interaction. May they see Your Face cast upon me in image and reflection. May Your Light and Love make me so contagious in Joy that they ask or follow me to a meeting and relationship with You.

In Jesus’ Name.