Standing Ground not new to man but made for each of us in the time of our trial. I do not argue for change or for personal realization of prayers for self but follow the Will of God. He alone has the power, the protection and provision to usher in the Kingdom. I rely upon His Power, His Knowledge and His Strength to see things through. Why would I taint those perfect objectives with the wishes, will and whims of the man who died upon the Cross with Christ? The intentions of the old, wounded and poorly experienced man will never pave the way for a Perfect Kingdom, only Faith may fill the shoes in which I now firmly reside.
When I have messed up every personal attempt at righteousness how may I continue to follow that accord and not see my own immature insanity of reason? My desires to some extent have been surrendered for the Will of God. I want what He wants for that is the only method through which my provision, achievement and power for ambassadorship of His Will. This although freeing brings the abrasive nature of worldly loss. It hurts in my heart to see relationships and wants go the way of surrender in acquiescence of my will. That pain is joyous recognition of the God’s Spirit upon my heart, mind and soul.
Those who stand with me in the absolute confidence in completion of God’s Will although chastised by our shortcomings have instead through love determined that as God Wills so must I walk in faith. For in surrender we have given up the completion of our own planning, knowing fully that all that I want will given to me or replaced by God’s perfect understanding of what is best for me. Even in the faithful recognition that only He sees the things that I cannot. James 4:2-3 Ye lust, and have not: ye kill, and desire to have, and cannot obtain: ye fight and war, yet ye have not, because ye ask not. Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts.
I know the man who was in me. I know his lusts, I know his weak admission of desires to be loved appropriately that have been contorted by the poisons of this painful world. As a born again believer in Christ I now also know the perfect Will of God for my life and the new born wine of pursuits made perfect in the Blood and righteousness of Jesus. I do not crave the simple or imperfect things born of my previous existence. I seek those things beyond the vain imagination of the man I was revealed in the mind of Christ for the man I am becoming.
The proof in passions of struggle between the Flesh and Spirit are revealed in the Trials of this day. I have no doubt though my flesh still yearns for Earthly wish for “it is finished” said the Saviour on the Cross as He took the old man of sin into death, resurrection, forgiveness and Eternal Life. Lord let me only walk according to Your Perfect Will for my life. In Jesus’ name You are the WAY, the TRUTH and the LIFE and no one comes to the FATHER but by YOU