Must I question God each time He blesses me with direction? What is trust my beloved friends? What is supplication? What is hope upon promise? What is doubting all of these?

If I have chosen to follow then it is the leader who receives obedience when direction is given? Do I know the Word that I may follow it and be transformed into the man He wishes me to be? Or do I remain ignorant purposefully that I may question argue and harangue the King?

Are my objectives and prayers about the outcomes of this temporary existence? Or has my faith reached beyond this end to the avenues of gold my feet will travel? And if my thoughts be specific to this short world, are they to bring as many to the King as this time allows?

I will entirely concede that if you have no respect for the ambassador/messenger that you have never surrendered to the King’s Message he serves. Fruits Brother, do not grow without seed, sustenance and God’s will in formation.

What then is my capacity to self-justify when behaviors clearly indicate a misalignment? Either I am His or not, No Gray. The wiggle room of hypocrisy was something that infuriated Christ.

His and No One else’s. Do what you wish, but if you believe me trustworthy, if you see me an ambassador of the King, if you follow Him then perhaps in love you should assume what I am telling you is that which He sent me to say. Why did they slay the prophets? Because they were always wrong?

How many times must a man’s Word given Him by God be found right before we begin to listen without quibble, argument or bitterness of heart? Patience is wonderful. Gentleness is of the King. He said there is always a point where wisdom dictates retreat or departure from intention to walk the road with sandals freed of silicate.