Wherever God leads, I go. Not out of the power or fear of command though a frightful thing, but out of joy and love for a tremendous Father. It is now or never. Anyone stating that they want to know God’s Will for their lives and subsequently ignoring, avoiding or quenching the direction of His Holy Spirit is a liar. So many walk along wanting the abundant Christian life and then immediately say, “I am not going to do that” when confronted with the convicting/leading voice of Spirit. How else do we expect to arrive at a place as a person we’ve never met knowing fully that we had no idea where or how to get there?

Yes, I am in my lane. Regardless of the mean and unforgiving spirit ruling your heart. However, my lane is as narrow or specific as God wishes. I own very little. The love I have for you weeps at your apparent lack of self-reflection and the bitterness in your core. Do great things for the Glory of God Almighty. No matter what He counsels. I pray for flight.

It is with great joy I sing, play or write in rudimentary fashion, for these actions are not to secure my own glory but to declare my love of God. Just as a new born babe or growing child, I have little regard for measures outside of legal, mathematical or musical law. For I no longer live by the law but by the grace and joy of the off key notes I offer for His hearing. If perchance, my efforts are found adolescent or foolish in your sight, then I thank you for seeing me that unrehearsed child simply in love with his Dad.

Please find the skinny path that leads to the Cross and enjoy the time with Father. May your investments always be fruitful, your provision timely and sound and your growth immeasurable by the eye of man. Whatever faults, mistakes or sins I have committed have been repented and decades ago apologized. Continuing to hold a man to account for actions of childhood when God’s Grace is sufficient, is inconsistent with Christian practice and understanding. I am sorry that I have hurt people, sorry for the horrible man that I once was, but I am no longer that person and your efforts to keep me in the mold are worldly at best and challenge God’s Direction to forgive and forget as He has done for each of us. I do not know the personal drives or hurt that cause such behavior but I have apologized and repented of anything I may have done in trespass. A man may not forgive the hurt of another man’s heart. He may only ask attempt reparations and then move on when unforgiven.

I am proud of what you have accomplished. I have no judgment of your behavior nor desire to make comment upon your walk with God. However, you have instructed I remain in my lane and by your own pronouncement that is what I am doing, following God’s anointing for this life. Thank you for accepting the burden of unforgiveness. I would ask that you take those bricks in your pack and lay them before God’s throne taking back His wonderful peace. In Jesus Name be blessed and ready for His Return.