Make the mistake, see disparity turn to clarity or a silencing of Spirit. How unfortunate and blessed to have the trials and mistakes. Why I must make the error before learning from it or experiencing the chastisement of the Father, I have not yet understood. For now I continue to walk and err, then see the price of my failure, disobedience and wild heart. I pray for a day where I may do the right thing before God and man, separated from my wicked heart and inadequate understanding of heavenly character and fulfillment of God’s Will before my own.

Father, thank you for showing me that I may confess before you the clarity of the man I have yet to become. I do not want to travel the broad boulevard of contempt and disrespect for your Grace. However, I see the poisons and worldly taints remaining in the rising dross as I am super-heated prior to its removal. Thank you for crucible of this world and its pull upon my soul, may your Word and Spirit separate the Spirit from it, that I may live eternal free from graft and sin.

You are my destination. I will be found at the moment I am told to rise from my face, prostrate before your Glorious Appearing. For now I am lost with the hope of Your Spirit’s guidance into the knowledge of the truth I must acquire in readiness. Forgive me over and over it appears that I may someday walk the skinny path with no regard from the Broad boulevard of this world’s ambition. May your Spirit counsel me and the body help me to become steeped in Faith and knowledge of you that my unsalted soul be riven from the cleansed man before you. Help me as I struggle to do those things beyond my present capacity, that someday I may arrive and be able to feed myself the bread of Your Word.