You don’t know what prompted you to listen until you heard the call. Nothing else will ever suffice, no nothing matters at all. You cast away indifference and a boatload of your things. For happiness and heaven and what the Gospel Brings. You try and try much harder until you understand that it has nothing to do with effort but to respond to His Command. So, you tactfully argue, wrestle and withstand. To get all your prayers answered in reaching all you’ve planned. But surrender is quite different than the world tells us all. No child starts running or walks before they crawl. To find the will of Father, Holy Spirit and the Son its less about where you going than where you’ve first begun. Conducting the same experiment the same manner as before, will simply give you the same struggles, same frustrations and same war. To reach the greatest meaning to reach the highest highs is to surrender to the savior all the outcomes you’ve devised. For He alone knows the places and the achievements you will see for who the Son sets free at first indeed eternally will be free.