When I don’t know

I say so. I seek information, capture thought, refrain from opinion and wait for discernment given only by the Holy Spirit of God. Sit in the ignorance and mystery. Allow the world to provide evidence to my absence of idea or truth. Sit with those who do and see why they have come to fruition, if by God or self. My worldliness wrestles and rebels never satisfied with uneducated positions. It is a time for self control, reason and faithful standing.

What is the reason for a time of not knowing? Some say it is the access or realization of the limits of the unknowable. This cannot be true with Christ. For He beyond the limits of time created has all answers to all questions, even those ones beyond my own ability and compromise. Sitting with the Holy Spirit provides access to the impermanent and the real. Knowing is not a complete state of mindfulness or enlightenment by angels but a gift of God from above as are all provisions, protections, promise and purpose.

That having been declared. Now is the time of my eventual freedom from the capture of my own ignorance. Unlike capitulation of those imprisoned by the drips and drops of humanities illness, this independence is in full dependence upon Divine Providence. I may not now know, but I live in the full appreciation that having asked of the Father there is a moment, a perfect/precise moment when I will be given the Wisdom and fortitude to live free.

This is not a mountain top or promontory from which to deride my fellow humans for my gifting. For a gift is nothing for which bragging is appropriate. A new bike, train, plane or yacht through which to provide the world an envy so powerful it leads them directly to God in request. I am the vessel of hope’s reflection upon a desperate world that seeks its own end. This moment of aspiration leading to a knowledge that all things are within the scope of Sovereignty even my own doubt, ignorance and belief upon things yet known or seen.

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