Avatars within me, some society would have me ingest or obey, vie for the control of this vessel, a vessel constructed solely for the purposes of God. Therefore, any voices, fractionated splinters from childhood, opinionated family, friends and those of psychological credential, although acknowledged and heard have no authority and overestimate their leverage in my service to my making.

All well and good, bidding you wonderful days please remain silent with regard to the chatter as the noise interrupts our waiting upon the Shepherd. I am accountable for my thoughts and of those of subsequent action and as such don’t really entertain the impact of your lack of control over this vessel. Please refer to the five stages of acceptance and know this that God will assist you in getting over it if and when you ask Him.

To those who would encourage, edify or provide their insight and talents as Brothers and Sisters and want the same respectful accord, please know that I stand ready for the Holy Spirit’s guidance in so doing. That having been said I don’t blame the enemy, my woman or my friends for my mistakes, especially for disobedience to God. I kneel in contrition for my offenses to Him and you asking forgiveness and restoration to good measure. Mine is not a world where scape goating serves anything good. Thus, since I alone have accountabilities for all that I have thought, said and done, then let me alone prepare and exceed to the consequential chastisement I know God will give me.

Let us walk with confidence and gravity into the crafts of our making. Fully aware of both origin, action and consequence within the paradigm of God’s requirement. I conquer and sympathize with the divine learning and opportunities granted you in this venture. It is time for the realistic boundaries to be set between individuals of faith and doubt that this ministry is my responsibility as is my growth. The direction for both and the catalyst, promptings and correction for both are God’s and mine in response to His direction. I cannot nor would I presume in arrogance or otherwise to tell you how you are supposed to listen to the Maker. However, in my choice I will do just that and listen intently for HIS Commanding voice even as whisper and disregard or silence all others believing themselves somehow falsely between me and the Voice of God Almighty. The veil is torn, resist the temptation to attempt submitting yourself as replacement. In Jesus Name.