The windowless well of my expected descent. Down into the recollection and reminiscing of the days before salvation. Not to champion a life poorly navigated, rather to recall the massive debt that was forgiven when the Lord climbed up on to that Tree. Some men owe, some men want debts cancelled, especially those which are massively unpayable. I never want to forget the darkness from whence I emerged free from burden, care, worry and wrath. You suffered God’s Wrath and His separation so that I, praise Him, may never feel that eternal pain.

Do you see the light of the World and its embers burning in the fire of my baptized heart? Do you see the image of Christ and the fruits of spirit emanating from my visage eternal? Do you see the shining smiles of love’s realization upon the faces of those who I am feeding or sustaining in prayer? What is mercy but the extension of the hand God first offered me from that damp, silent prison? Where to next walking the path of light into the future, knowing fully that this is not my end but only my beginning?

What exponential hope emits, projected upon a future pregnant with Divine Opportunities designed for me by God? How many faces and hearts will I encounter as I collect and store the human treasures and experiences up for myself in heaven? How many may I forgive or will perhaps forgive me leaving me cleansed of tragic unforgiveness and tarnished works of regret? How blessed is a life that is viewed in contentment as the preparedness floor for the next chapter? I ponder the efficacy of God’s Spirit through a man fully committed and made available for all God’s Good Pleasure.

Oh, fine God in Heaven, my Father, My God and King. Please let this be my epitaph of temporary participation. Please take my crowns for I deserve and want nothing but the eternal life you’ve given. Being your kin is the greatest reward this or any man encounters. Don’t really care what comes as a result of this epoch. Simply happy and overjoyed to spend it with you. I mean truthfully, that means I this boot boy have made it to everlasting. Being a man eternal whether behind you in service or kneeling at the throne is more than enough for me. Praise Honor and Glory to the name above all names. May my worship continue to be true, my words righteous, my heart clean and my works designed for your maximum glory.