Traipsing the country roads. Taking care to camouflage in normalcy. Perhaps a man walking from a broken down truck or a guy too drunk to drive the distance home, dreading the words of a spouse left too many times to worry. Nonetheless, you weren’t meant to notice all light neatly tucked beneath the woven wicker. My boots never mind the dirt or sand and the stones too frequent are easily shaken loose from beneath my toes.

Seldom shown a larger picture than the moment. I argue with the Master because, well, I just want to know it all right now. In argument your will takes prominence and once revealed may not be hidden in capped bottle. Forsaken by my foolishness I am left in the spot light of Sovereign command and obedience. Choice is not burden but the opportunity to become greater than the parameters of previous possibility.

The night gives me just the right chill to counter the sweat and heated discussion beneath my hat. Swear against this and fume against that my expectations serve me poorly, never failing to leave me outside the party wondering why I never fail to fail in pursuit of my fancy. Calming the clamor and clap of my boot falls upon the roadway. Reciting distant rhythmic memory of dances and days marking time on random parade deck of flat top.

What went wrong? Or perhaps why should I fume about all that went too right that it made my life charming yet predictable? Feeding the desire for extraordinary I wander the whispering lakes and fade into pines seeking something exciting within which to acquaint myself to knighthood. All along knowing that the association with good people and doing the works set before me are the only path to truth, sacrifice and recognition in so doing. Saving babies and leading those bereft of hope to a meeting with Mount Moriah or Gilgal leaves no room for regret or what could have been. On these mountain we find only what should and shall be.

Another state, another thousand people, who knows if it is our meeting they will remember. But that has never been the objective. For in their conversation I saw the need and pain, crying out for meeting with the one who loves them dearly. This world is short term, temporary and therefore holds no promise but to live, prosper, struggle and die hoping beyond worry that we did enough to perhaps be remembered by tombstone, township or Tory. My job is just the opposite knowing that in this life I will most likely be forgotten to be remembered forever in the next. That is my greatest hope that in my passing they met Him and found everlasting that we may truly get to know each other in eternity. That is a true reward, not the temporary fulfillment of sin, pleasure, accolade or fame but the certainty of being known by Him and those who truly believed forever.

The walk is my job and promise. Town to town, lake to lake, sky to sky. Never knowing the things I passed and never truly wondering the things I’ve missed in the treasured realization of the places been and the people met. You see to me they are family even if I’ve just met them. People telling me their deepest truths and trusting me with the knowledge that something I say or do will somehow make it all right, some how make it make sense. They know from whom I’ve come and they know that in the talents given, power imbued and righteousness worn as covering that they have met the agent of the King. I know what they need and have but to ask it of the Master then step aside to see them healed, prospered, made whole and fulfilled in the promises of His crafting. Leaving behind people now on the skinny path to abundant life everlasting.

Joy in this heart the road is my venture my Home not yet visible beyond the skies from whence it’s coming. It is faith that feeds my footfalls, love that fuels my heart and understanding that gives me peace and hope beyond the worlds’ understanding. I roam for Christ, seeking the one in hope that my findings will produce the last to accept His offer that His coming is assured in that timing. By the Grace of God I hope to meet you and share the Love of Christ that you may see His burning light of life and power within my eyes, heart and in His Words. You know Him and when we meet I will show you that meeting so that you too may walk these miles in hope of being who He made you. Welcome my Brother Sister my Friend to Caleb’s Crossing.

I see the lines upon the road and sky, why you preach to keep within my lane I often ponder why? Celebration of all that comes from the indwelt breath of God to limit demonstration appears to inconsistent and quite odd. No one wishes to share conversation, perspective or my dreams yet dampen celebration and unmastered music clearly seems. The basket is not perfect but lets out little light and the fists are less than adequate to conduct this spiritual fight. In accolade find folly and in pride we find our will but to surrender to forgiveness we all must pay the bill. I don’t know why He made me but to sing with all my might I am so sorry for your sadness within this desperate plight. My dance is consequential, my song essential to my life in leaving the message He gave me wielding His two edged Knife. In clarity’s presumption I must remain tranquil in my stance living obligation is to continue this romance. I love with more than passion and tears of joy remain the purpose of my musing is found in this brief pain. I was made to wander along this winding trail to dance in my great wonder how quizzically I fail. As good is brought to mistake and abundance to the scant why would you tell me to observe limits when you know inside I can’t?

When upset is it fair for me to use the arrows of my expression to force people into line with my expectation? Should I be the only narrative engine that all should fall into tow with the grand imagination of this man? Am I the projective power of God such that my own thoughts beg high bidding in the minds and walk of men? When did my pride become anything different from a fallen arch angel in self expression of my will to be like God or about God in the dominion of His People or creation?

If I see and it disagrees with my temperament am I then in free reign to guide it into personal parameter? Somehow my own idea of how things should transpire or how people should behave has become the acceptable standard of the world. Each person competes for dominance in a world they were never authorized or expected to rule. Somehow the guiding, living word that was given US for this purpose has been subjugated, relegated to tertiary or worse position having lost its prominence to the superior, elitist thinking of Boston, San Fran, Japan or Beijing. And never stand against the logic and rhetoric of London for them you have chosen to present direct objection to the authorities and principalities of the air.

Man have lost recognition of their identity and so doing have lost connection with the purpose of their making. It is impossible for any being to forget who they are and maintain a purpose driven existence consistent with the design intrinsic to their creation. We are Humans, which comes from the root, Humble, before God. Adam means Dirt as God picked up a handful of dirt and breathed life into it, giving it His light. Forgetting this origin we serve our own reprobate thinking of that consistent with the identity we have self created or the identity we have been issued by this corrupt and dying world.

Enough of my problem on to resolution and realignment with God’s Expression and parallelism with His Will for my life and expectations consistent with His Planning for His Creation. He created me to have Family, to walk with me in the cool of the afternoon. I could not remain satisfied with that brilliance and simplicity in Grace and had to reach for more to become what I wished to be instead of being satisfied with that which I was designed to be. So my first objective must be to find once again my God given Identity found in His Word. He calls me Son. Do I feel like a Son of a Loving Father armed with Promise of a Father who never lies and has the Power that created everything? If I don’t there will continue to be problems. So that is my first understanding.

Next, He prepared for and found me in my intransigence, extracting me and transforming me for an existence that surpasses the objectives and opportunities inherent to my first making. I am now man 2.0 or subsequent number dictated by God’s understanding. I am now beyond and pregnant with an entire new series of possibility and Kinetic energy to reach new heights and achievement, but still within His Will for my life and the transition of Human Kind beyond the exigencies of this fallen construct. That I am different and investigation/understanding of that transformation I find my new identity. I am a new creation of God’s Holy Spirit born again to do heavenly works for a time out of this human corpus.

None of this authorizes mean to dictate orchestrate or conduct the footsteps of my fellow man. In fact my love for God in this new identity forces me to an overwhelming desire to allow them to express the God Given Choice He has so wonderful delivered them to choose the roads and the destination fo their existence. I have however been given His Word to clearly indicate for all who may ask the proper and expected pathway to achieve Full Glory for His Will in each of our lives. You choose where you wish to go. If I may help you discover your identity, the possibilities or secure communication with God that you may gather abject understanding in His Truth, I am at your service. But as I am neither God, your leader or your lawyer when you will stand before HIM, please accept any counsel as suggestion because I love you. There is no other purpose or expectation in its offering..

In the Eagle’s High pitch whisper my heart had danced a thousand dreams. In the season’s desperate clamor had launched a hundred schemes, but the angles and the promptings were not so much in doubt of the carvings on the porch swing I had so clearly dreamt about.

The valley sitting lonely so verdant and so proud welcoming the wanton who are seeking calm and cloud. Find everything but fancy and man’s unwritten code to be eaten rather slowly with enlightened ala mode. The scant imagination it took to work it out is much to weak in wondering what reality’s all about.

I hazard understanding knowing what intelligence will bring. All the words of learning without comprehension of a thing. The days all smashed together and the nights so far to reach with nothing worth really saying and even less to teach. My lonely obligation to simply scream and shout what I knew from the beginning it was supposed to be about.

So preaching reformation and change through my intrigue as my ability to reason is saddled with fatigue. In justice and in morals I consecrate a thing when I haven’t either discipline and the truth of anything. In Spirit and in promise I hope that it is so but having neither characteristic in vapidity I crow. To fashion and formulate my deep intrinsic doubt of the reason for my promise and the utopia I tout.

In the sandals of a wise man I walk from here to there with my skin turned brown from sunlight and my scalp obvious and bare. From the frontal proximation of the memory remains the internal inclination to free them from worldly care. Unabashedly I counsel to pray my soul to wait when seeing no relief or sustenance to date. The fate is never weighty and the gaff most often clout. The scarcity of courage I must remain patiently in doubt.

Impulse; to remain in pursuance of my objectives, losing sight of, avoiding or mowing over the people, obstacles and delays before me. There are no challenges or considerations to proffer, simply laser focused ambitions and desires born in my wanton heart. You see I trust no one but me and solely rely upon the graces, talents and measures I have created in my effort and my fate. There is nothing more important in fact nothing comes close when my goals come to view.

Impossibility; to deny those things inside my heart even those dreams born of childhood that something greater than my pursuits may arise through powers beyond my talents, treasure and wanton pleasures of gratification and glory. Giving way to my impulses or cravings I step offering the doorways and pathways to those to whom I owe no allegiance and expect no reward. Finding sources of love and giving beyond my own supply. Fully trusting and relying upon God and those wonderful people He places in my path to achieve, fulfill and sometimes take from me those things other’s are hopefully seeking.

Above; things that make no sense to man but produce Heavenly outcome. Those relationships, works and offerings that may yet deliver outcomes beyond the will of man or the time we’ve currently been allotted. I am eternal man, whatever that means and I bid my worries and cares of this painful, chaotic world goodbye as the realization of my life to come is properly focused in my mind’s eye. See this elderly or decaying mind and body are soon to be replaced with the man who may walk through walls as Christ demonstrated. This is not my time nor does it contain my end only both of my beginnings.

What is that Spirit in which we shall walk to be as God in this world? I recount; Love, joy, peace, patience, goodness, kindness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control as fruits demonstrating likeness, but this fails to define My Spirit found hidden in God through Christ. Being set apart means that the REAL ME has become something not only akin to God Himself but capable of being in His Glorifying Presence, learning, growing and doing works that reveal His Glory to man right now. How can I then be me when this REAL person, true identity is available and in fact directed by God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit as the shelter from fulfilling the Lusts of the man who died with Christ? Can I be the man who lives forever now?

Certainly.

How is uncorroborated narrative suddenly acceptable fact yet every question, opinion, theory or amateurs’ reporting classified, “misinformation” when these submissions clearly stand in juxtaposition to the tolerated Foreign Media Narrative? Is taking a counter point no longer an admired quality in a Berean society? How are foreign reporters covered by our First Amendment protections yet Mothers and Fathers expressing outrage at the local school curriculum are seemingly immediate targets by the FBI who protects those rights? What is the legal definition of Corruption to the point of dysfunction of Public organizations and Law Enforcement? We can withstand the debate that they so clearly fear and wish to prohibit.

These are legal questions. Apparently the false powers in authority are deathly afraid of the citizen journalist. Why else would they be policing through mandate those amateur researchers and producers unless losing control of the narrative effectively leads to their loss of power? Never in the history of this country have so many feared the danger of opinion, public awareness and revelation as those currently in power. We must investigate why they have spun up professional censors in a free country? There is a simple truth here that speaks more loudly than the censors may muster.

It is clear that those currently in administrative authority cannot, must not and will not investigate past crimes no matter how egregious, plausible or evidentiary the claims. Why? When folks don’t want you going into the past there is something they wish left there and it ain’t misinformation, it’s un discussed and undiscovered fact. We have never been a fearful people until perhaps the advent of the Global Terrorist created by Proxy hawks. And the fear is not of the terrorists themselves but the Police State government that created the ethos. One could safely surmise that these global war threats were invented for the purpose of developing those police state powers as those fearful relinquished rights in exchange for false promise of security.

This adds constancy to the argument that opinion scares the heck out of the deep state. They fear America waking up and determining their own authority instantly dissolving, abating, dispelling and beguiling these minority attempts at Empire. So, we must make decisions based on our own self interest and egalitarian desires as Stewards of American health. It is not longer acceptable to allow the corrupt to run those institutions that by definition must impartially and relentlessly defend the will and well being of their people. It may even require stepping up and demanding a complete revision or relaunch of the US Federal and State Government Structures instituting new language in our Documents to protect from corruption of this nature ever again blossoming as nightshade across this nation.

Additionally, though we aided in the creation of these circumstances we cannot but ignore the Evil integrated in the parties formed against our well being. To do so creates the false understanding that we fight this party or that party without acknowledgement of the principalities’ and powers pushing them forward and those sponsoring or advocating our destruction. The absolute evil nature of those in power are evidence of our powerlessness against these spiritual rivals. However, praise be to Almighty God He defeated them on the Cross of Calvary two thousand years ago. He living in the hearts of those who believe maintains the authority and Power of God’s Objective Truth permanently disabling their subjective attempts at narrative deception and lies. That being said without the Spirit’s protection all humans remain influenced or worse completely controlled by this Dominion.

Whatever you believe if the First Amendment Falls those that follow its foundation will certainly follow. We stand at the promontory or precipice of America’s future or history dependent upon perspective. The thoughts, words and actions you produce will include you either in its demise or continued success due to superior heart, mind and action. You Decide, Choice has always been the greatest power in your basket of talents, treasures and faith. Use it wisely.

To You; All those things of fairytales and bright old movies about family that survived the wilds to become life’s robust example. Windows so bright and clean that birds sought their dirtying to preserve themselves from crashing. Owls hooting in warning to the rodents entertaining somehow their safety assured. Dogs curled on the clean towels dreaming of warm nights in summer.

We don’t get there solely by chance or participation. Reason stands ready but is a sad option for those who will invest in the wisdom necessary for salt and season. A tad bit short when planning sets about corrupting or removing those who make it happen. Self reliance is poor foundation especially when self has not yet ripened or happens to be filled with the ills of a world that itself knows too much darkness. Youth is a trodden gift when the mud seeks its capture.

Wide awake to the pregnancy and possibility. Man need not comprehend deeper math to see the aspirations and talents of the younger blossom into world changing momentum and hope when nurtured. Covet not those things that regale the tales of our own telling but rather sweetest memories of things grown for the simple objective of seeing them become. What shall be the fate of a world where men and women fully participate in what may be done by those ready to deny themselves for the benefit of others.

Certainly there are those who want something more than may be grown or captured by the individual dreams or achievement? The rich potency of Earth’s abundant life is found in the people from whom may talent, treasure and imagination be coaxed or sponsored. The hope filled dreams of a child who suddenly finds the trust needed to share them and believe they may be real, rather then hidden fantasy and despondent wishes. What that takes is the loving unselfish insight and patience of adults.

These are not our children to grow yet our future depends upon their imagination and will to sustain. Therefore though they shall not be mine to shape or measure they shall receive every dose of assistance that I can muster. Perhaps even the love that is given their folks will be the catalyst of victory. May it then be any love I may give that God’s Hand guides in offering or freely given as gifting, comfort or suggestion. I know not what may become of them but I know that the kinetic energy of Sovereign planning and expectation is built within everything He molds.

Implausible my hope that remorse laughs openly. However the victorious are never driven by the realities and cautions but by the probabilities and exponential gifting of challenging the impossible. Tell me not child the things you’ve lost or never gotten but the things upon which you hope in youthful imagination.; For in your dreams are the pleasure of God’s crafting. Allow not the dimming divinations of this world to lower the heights to which you may elevate. Jump, dance, dream, hope, sing and figure. For the limits whatever they may be shall be exceeded, overcome or excepted in confrontation.