In the midst of greatest trial my most pressing needs are clarified. I may never know the crushing power of hopelessness and depression without having faced the approaching or encroaching obstacles threatening my certainty. Yes I may intellectually comprehend the overwhelming power of evil or advances of the strong upon the weak from a distance, maybe even share sympathy and compassion for their oppression. However, having full experiential knowledge of how they felt or feel the moments before they are ravaged or destroyed by greater force, is beyond literacy. I cannot understand your road having never walked it, so the job is to the best of my ability try to place myself in your shoes and then come to your aid as should happen.

Easy, safe, self-sustaining this perch upon my ivory tower watching the rabble below as I toss crumbs from the parapet. Leadership may be done from on high as with the superior race families having never known personal trouble, trial, hunger, poverty or absolute despair in powerlessness. Though some may lead with prowess from their lair of safety, but they will never touch and I must say I do not envy that they may never truly know the dangers of simply struggling to live. Nor do they have the ease to God’s Throne that most of the impoverished have in spades. You see, they need God they don’t just want to believe in a convenience they Need to believe in the hope of deliverance and salvation because this life holds no peace for the poor. Their battle is real, their safety challenged each moment and their hope all that they possess. If I cannot do a thing then I am significantly more willing and likely to understand that without God I will never achieve it.

The Lord is my shepherd I shall not be in want, said David so aptly in Psalm 23. Sheep know no safety except that which the shepherd provides, they are innocent, defenseless and frankly stupid. When challenged they will run and most likely die at the hand of a wolf or other predator. They are dependent upon their Shepherd for their safety, for their food and water, without which they would simply over graze the same pasture and die from their own inability to find more food. The Book of James tell us how to achieve this Unwanton state of humanity. When we face our trials and temptations with JOY, the JOY that comes from knowing the Lord’s Protection, Provision and care, then the Holy Spirit releases patience to each of us. When that patience allows us to endure the trial in that state of Joy then we eventually become perfected and have want for nothing. In other words we become mature in our faith and fully believe upon God’s Promise to deliver against that promise and “Provide for all of your needs according to my riches and Glory in Christ Jesus”.

There is great knowledge to be sought and consumed at the level of the Rich who live seemingly carefree compared to the poor. But the knowledge of the poor, empirically deliver benefit beyond those available to the Book educated and money supported. When we face trials that surpass our coping capacities we are actually gifted by God with the immediate understanding of our limitations, those things which reside in the impossible category. Thus we are simultaneously blessed by the understanding in God’s Word promising the ability to deal with the impossible through Christ Who Strengthens us. Without Whom we would certainly fail, but with Whom we are guaranteed successes in this life and the next.

Nothing new Kalamazoo, but there are few that I have yet to go through. In a straight forward point of view, I must continue until seeing the blue of skies under which I will review each and every clue and try to pursue to renew all that is due when I have gone through the cue so precious moments few to impart and imbue these Wonderful Words to creatures anew.

Some times your heart is so full of joy and hope that it nearly bursts as an old skin, but this new wine sometimes bitter still reminds me of the road that I am privileged to walk. Stamping on reason and looking for odd adage to make hope from the rhyme, in time I am certain that the revelation will make sense of my discouragement. It is not wrong to be sad for goodness lost and reason found that confound each other to meet in the middle with no joy or pain but resolve in the knowledge that the right thing often hurts. Learning is a path not an instant and the greatest understanding that I have gathered in my walk is that giving to God always produces the finest outcome.

I do not always claim to know what is right but when queried I most often reflect that the right thing would have cost the most personal coin so I chose to invest in something cheaper. Less skin in the game does not mean that things will turn our better in fact the chips in the pot reflect faith, intention and willingness to believe upon something beyond self. My clumsiness often remembered in my elder state I am much less willing to sit out then I am to gamble upon the King, knowing in surety that it was never me who could muster the resolve or solve the dilemma before me.

Sorry, is not the appropriate word for others having made decisions that impact me, hurt me, enrich me or challenge my thought, heart or mirth. I am grateful for each and every soul that enters my fray, with intent to emasculate, entertain, teach train or befriend. For in the end only those things which God allows are the endings I shall reread in my remembrance at journey’s finished. I want this and wish for that and wear a hat to portray what I couldn’t otherwise say to bolster my courage and make clear the position I may have hidden. But honor brought to God may only be achieved in my suffering to maturity in the trials set before me. Losing this person or that source of kindness because I stood for what is right, though painful and unpleasant now shall deliver the largest transformation of Spirit.

Though I know you must leave and have decided to do so having constructed the charade of demonization necessary to exculpate yourself from responsibility. I know that it is your wound forcing you to hurt someone else to protect yourself from introspection. Tragedy is that the lesson will be learned and seeking to end one relationship to avoid the pain of learning it will only bring you to the next character or circumstance God delivers that you at some point may be healed. And this character may be less gentle than me. I will not run from this pain but embrace it as the agent of change and catalyst for growth I know that it will become. For the moment the sadness simply conveys the importance of the kinship. I cannot be what anyone wishes for me to become to suit their wound for that is the process that turns humans into cardboard cutouts and leaves the threatening wound promising you hope in reprobate thinking. I take truth no matter the pain it brings for only in the medicine does healing lie.

If there is no involvement of the Roman Catholic Church in the Formation of the UNNWO, how then are they in business partnerships with the UNITED NATIONS, The Global Crown Corporation of the City of Londinium, The European Union, The United States, the CCP in Hong Kong and having signed ecumenical agreements with most of the world’s largest denominations. This is the Empire of Daniel Two that as the Iron Empire divided into East and West and fought the rise of powers from the East melded and mixed with the Clay of Believers in the Church that was Rome. Through this process they became the continuing Empire that proclaimed itself Holy in the 9th Century and merged with Corporations, The HOLY SEE, The EAST INDIA CORPORATION, UNWEF, UNWHO, UNICRC, UNICEF, UNGAVI, UNIMF, UNFED, UNBIS, UNWORLDBANK to become the dreaded Church/State/Corporation from whose myth the American Liberal runs in fear.

The Bible has given us more than we needed to understand, abide and functionally overcome all that stands before us in modern times. This empire showing its face as early as the Nineteenth Century first by being interrupted in Napolean’s War and Power quest and then in the Wehrmacht of the Holy Roman Illuminati Families is now reemerging from its Nazi Plot to spread itself around the Globe in the supposed destruction of Hitler’s Regime. The Third Reich was designed to seed the Fourth Reich which has now been conveniently concealed in the Fourth Industrial Revolution of the Great Reset as they would have us believe, but remains the Biblical continuing empire of Constantine’s vision, the Rising Sun god worshippers of Rome, Egypt, Babylon, and Nimrod.

What ever shall we do now that we see the Bible has been not only true but correct throughout this and every generation. As we see God’s enemies revealed in the light of God’s Word, having been permeated by that Word and the Light of the World. We must ask our selves, why Now? Is this revelation of the evil standing against humanity proof of God’s Soon return? Do we fail because it is obvious in Revelation that this Empire does in fact take over the World launching Global Government, Global Religion and Global Commerce throughout the far reaches of the Earth? What could possibly happen between now and the passages of Revelation that lead to the emergence of this UNNWO which even now we appear to be defeating? What evil or Good Thing happens that those resisting this Tyrannical Global Takeover are no longer present or incapable of beating back the Anti Christ’s advances upon the face of the Earth?

I will not assert that I have some Prophetic Gift and can convey to you that answer emphatically recalling vision handed down by God that I may answer the questions with surety and sense. What I can and rightfully may do is search the Lord’s Word for what may occur and know the seasons as the Apostles had realizing the time in which we stand is in deed the end of the Time of the Gentiles, immediately proceeding those days associated with Wrath, Tribulation and His Return. However I will leave you with a thought. Are most of the people in America resisting this Global March, Christian? Obviously. What then would have if those Christians or the bulk of them were to simply disappear one Summer, Fall of Winter night? Would the Empire advance at record pace finding no resistance, in fact appreciating the open welcome of those who have dreamt of Global union? How long before the Club of Rome Map of 1978 becomes the Reality of 2022, 25 or 30? These are the days in which we stand and perhaps fall. Where will you be when that issue is determined?

Meek will forever be associated with pacifism or weakness. Perhaps the greatest tragedy of modern man is the loss of identity found in God through Christ. Having forgotten, reconfigured or labeled ourselves with worldly posture we immediately believe the worldly claim survival of the fittest or as Alexander put it on his deathbed, “To the Victor go the spoils”. Whereas in God we are adopted children of the Sovereign God of the Universe, Princes and Priests indwelt by the Holy Spirit of God on Earth as witness, as Ambassadors as ensample to the many of God’s Loving Power and Grace. The loss of battles to win greater wars is a concept thoroughly understood by the likes of this Great Greek King and men of all nations. Controlling strength is in fact one of the greatest trained disciplines of mighty men to endure that which may destroy each of us in order to finish the race we must all run.

Am I allowed to protect my livestock, my family, friends and farm if threatened? Does this world through associated identity that Christian men will simply lay down when each of these or all are threatened? God did not give me courage, a backbone and the Will to stand in difficult circumstances so that I would simply comply with my own destruction or stand bye idly as my family faces similar circumstance. become pray to every strong character that enters my life. Yes, when falsely accused or when someone wants exercise that power over me or my family I am to do my best to live in harmony with all people. As a meek man I may not simply to allow you to consume my Family just because you can. The Lord will deliver us from all trials and perhaps the delivery he will use this time is my ability to stave off the wolves when they threaten the sheep over which I have been appointed shepherd.

I cannot remember the men and women who thought me weak then found themselves in conundrum realizing that meek is a false equivocation with weakness. Why would the Lord tell me to stand in Good Courage in His Word, at all times, and then counsel me to bow knee to evil that comes to terrorize? That makes no sense. If a man is made shepherd of a flock or family then he is given the responsibility for their protection and care.

Why else would a man study the hunting or defensive arts then refrain to utilize them to make safe his family and farm. The Lord has overcome the world and everything in it but this world is still driven by the hate and appetite of the fallen which wants to consume innocence and lay waste to every good thing. Steeped in that knowledge I must then prepare myself armoured in God’s Characteristics and plead with them to retreat when forcibly looking to take or destroy that which God provided. This is impoverished thinking to believe that a shepherd of God’s Sheep will simply allow any threat to charge in a take or potentially harm those sheep.

Do we despise conquest, anger and war, Yes Certainly. The Love of innocence and protecting the vulnerable however carries greater weight then remaining out of a fight when it comes upon us. When God bids I defend my Family I will do so with great passion and every ounce of prayer and strength. I will not hate my enemies and will forgive them and pray for them when the opportunity requires. But standing bye an allowing the destruction of those things God provides even if it were a bear, wolf or badger come to take them would be to devalue the gifts I have been given. I cherish the opportunity to live in harmony with all men extending the Love as God first Loved me.