Sat around dreaming of another way, extremely glad to safely say there was none.  All my worth wrapped up in Kingdom work, so glad to see investing could be so much fun.  Another day, some way to express myself and find a way to paint the pictures etched inside my mind.  Unafraid, cause even in the heart of evil there’s always good to find.  Signatures of the great men that came before me, penciled in where I had always fancied some crazy notion or idea.  What to do when the old thoughts simply bore you and the new hasn’t yet come to be?  Where might a man go when not yet given direction to leave from the one that gives the promises upon which we believe?  What new conceptual thought or program does one lend when every thought within his head never bring good’s end?

Are there worlds that are worth finding, climbing, observing or defining outside of God’s Perfect Will?  Shall we be explorers of that which is beyond the veil, hidden from our eye assuming that it has been done for protective or other unrealized purpose?  What depth must we reach when to do so brings about potential for calamity, calamity for which we have prepared no restriction, concept of readiness?  What venture that is self-authorized beyond the consult and relationship with God shall turn to any good?  David was our perfect model in this regard as each time he embarked on his own escapade, whether driven by fear, desire, conquest or investigation without first contemplating the voice of God through prayerful meditation ended precisely in disaster.  Do I vainly believe myself beyond the model and fancy of the man who God said is one after His own heart?

I don’t mind being guided by a Holy God who loves me.  I don’t mind having limitations and applying self-control to my own curiosity that I might remain safe from the things that are not yet known.  It does not degrade my life’s joyous ambition to remain within the specific gravity of God’s lead.  That is frivolous thought to believe that answering to a Sovereign God who knows all those things that are beyond our control and from whence the dangers project threat is somehow limiting our own growth and personal power.  I do not wish to go where God has not bid me, I do not wish to know that which God has not told me and I do not wish to become in my own pursuit of glorification what has not directed that I should become.  I am contented with that which He gives me for Jesus is more than enough for me.