Here Lord, hearing Lord. Waiting, watching and praying, surrendered.  It has always been outside of my control, the difference being that I’ve just acknowledged the fact.  Enjoying that concept, that I have no control is another topic.  Acceptance is evident in the joy of life’s contentment.

Why if I do not wish to be God, only resemble God’s likeness do I possess this desire to control every situation?  What is it in me that I remain so self focused in expectation, wanting the world’s conformity?  Are these not disparate beings and circumstances charged by their own potential for chaos or grandeur?  How odd for me to believe that the dice will always roll in my favor.  And to feel anguish or anxiety about such things is truly immature and frankly ignorant.  I am resolved, you be you and I will be me.

If it falls apart, I will worship, thank and serve God.  If I am successful and showered with abundance I will worship, thank and serve God.  If nothing happens and my life appears boring, I will worship, thank and serve God.  It has always been the constraining influence of my expectation that has created any consternation or disagreeing judgment with the effects of outcome of circumstance.  If I am okay with the effects and outcomes I am aligned perfectly with God’s Will.  And if I wish to change them then I ought to be on my knees asking for his intervention for this is the only humble method for a son to request a loving Father to change those factors.

People, the Bible is true, regardless of mine or anyone else’s lack of talent to express it in a way that convinces you of that truth.  Prepare yourselves for the Kingdom of God is at hand and the return of the Lion of Judah nearly upon us.  Even if you think me foolish, please read, understand and determine its verity for yourselves.  The God of our Forefathers has placed his hand of blessing upon this nation’s formation and growth.  He has removed that hand from us for our iniquities as a nation and only now has heard our prayers for intervention.  This is a reprieve, a forestalling of his righteous unveiling of judgment.  I pray that we utilize this brief timing and turn back toward him to prepare ourselves for eternity together.