I do not wish to face this next test as myself Lord.  I respectfully request that in this one I am given the strength, courage, discernment and timing necessary to step aside at the appropriate moment where your Spirit may intervene for Your Greatest Glory. Whenever I am involved it appears to diminish the probable outcome or achievement possibility.  That has been okay when there has not been that much on the line.  This time, I implore you to remove my inadequacies from the mix.  I know that your desired will shall be achieved, but I humbly ask that you show me how to act right or you simply bypass me so that I avoid the feeling associated with dishonoring you.

My mistakes are certain, even when you’ve given me solid direction, I continue to mess it up.  I love you for sticking with me, even when I am such an obvious disappointment, that is testimony to the wonderful Father that you have always been.  I would rather fear you Lord than this coming incident.  This is not a circumstance where I might tell someone of your Glory and simply allow them to go their own way, having planted the seed you’ve allotted to me.  There are souls on the line.  Wait a minute, you are involved and you want me to do this thing, so how can I fail?  I don’t know if there is a way sometimes I feel as if I will be certain to find the one way to mess it all up.  But, isn’t going forward in something that God wants done, even though you know that you aren’t adequate, walking by Faith?  All things considered, I just pray that I represent you in a way consistent with bringing Glory to your name.

I guess one way to not mess up to continue to avoid showing up for divine appointments. On second thought it didn’t work for Jonah and it certainly won’t work for me.  I am yours and the tasks you’ve set before me are my inherited opportunity to serve you in a fashion consistent with my love, belief and hope.  I will obey and I will succeed.  I pray that you give me the heart, the words and the Christ like actions that reflect my ambassadorial designation.  This is the road I walk, I will not falter for upon Christ the solid rock I have built my foundation.  Neither storms, enemies or evils may shatter my resolve for it is in the Lord that I trust and He is worthy of my praise.  In Jesus’s Name I pray.