The truth exists outside of my influence or interpretation.  It does not need my recognition, support, validation or belief in order to start, remain or continue in its authenticity.  I cannot extinguish, abolish, avoid or eradicate its natural authority over every law, principle, action and will, for it precedes all of them.  I may in a mad attempt to influence my fates or fulfill my unique and selfish desire warp the truth in hopes of hiding, supporting or justifying my behavior to quell my own feelings of inadequacy, guilt or to prop up my self created delusional existence.  I may live the fairy tale for moments controlling every prop and person upon the stage I have constructed but the truth confounds my efforts through its overwhelming capacity to lift the curtain to the sunlight of its revelation.  The truth sets me free from my surrendered sins and makes me scurry to the dark if I continue in my will to conceal the reality of my existence.

I love you Lord for your truth lays bare all my misconception.  I do not wish to hide, but instead want all those hidden compartments opened to the cleansing power of the light.  Take from me all that I have attempted to conceal, let it be revealed so that I might serve and join in Your Glorious Truth.  All those I have wronged let me treat them right, according to Your standards of love and care.  The wounds I have created, let me aide in their healing, serving, bandaging, caring for those tragedies created by unwillingness to surrender.  I am exhausted by holding up the sheet or cardboard cutouts behind which the people and things of my life must reside to support my created universe.  Let me find rest in Your Truth, no longer wishing to massage reality in order to make myself look good.  I am empty, laying here a vessel committed to Your Will.  Mold me, shape me, use me or smash me upon the Rock of Ages, but do it according to Your Glorious Truth in my creation.  Use me for my True purpose, let me rest from my efforts of climbing mountains and descending to caves I was never meant to traverse.  Lead me to the light of Your Righteous Fate for my existence.  This is Your Life, give me the courage to live it for You.  In Your Holy Name I pray to God the Father through Jesus Christ the King, lift up my voice Holy Spirit so that my prayer may be heard by the ears of God.  Amen.