Roused for battle, reluctant to dawn my shoes leading to peace I unfortunately speak from a place over the top of moderation.  Enough of the whimsical discipleship, gone is the will to participate in pander.  Why have you given me this heart my Father?  They tell me to be diplomatic and that there are too many factors which constrain the ability to act in reason responsiveness.  I find it difficult if not ridiculous to comply, especially when political correctness is the strategy by which we arrived at our current dislocation.  They want to water down truth and claim this will lead to better understanding.  They want us to go two by two but please don’t say anything outside of the provided manuscript.  They say hide your coverings so as to sneak into Jordan and then you will be able demonstrate Shekinah Glory.  When did we become deceivers, adept politicians and measured speakers?

The Holy Spirit my guide I wade into water that would certainly consume me, if not for His indwelling.  Oh Father my words, my argument, my testimony and my ability are inadequate to start the Holy Fire of Revival necessary to saving so many.  Forgive me for being in this place of despair knowing my inadequacy.  You will see this through Father and if not through my courage to stand in the face of onslaught, then perhaps someone to whom I have whispered of Your Glory.  Thank you so much for the opportunity to speak reason into shadow and love unto the forgotten.  I get it that you love them and I will do what may be done to warn them of the pitfalls on the way to Glory.  But I already seen that this will cost the loss of self for victory.  Give me that strength Lord to forget my self and step aside, acquiescing to righteousness.  For Your Will is all that matters and Your Kingdom the only establishment for which I fight.  I do not know righteousness except through you.  I do not know truth outside of what You have provided and I do not know strength except that which You have given me.

My plan is the fools pursuit, surrender the only avenue for success.  Give me the grace necessary to quiet all the voices that would supersede Your direction.  If they be internal, then I bid you control them.  If they be of shadow I ask You to silence them.  Lord, things do not by nature, concept, wish or projection appear to be becoming easier.  In fact, as you stretch us these tasks are getting significantly even exponentially more difficult.  Praise Your judgment believing that I am capable of withstanding this pressure, because, Father I must admit I do not see the capacity within my resolve or reserve.  I want to be harmonious, tolerant, likeable, expressing love at each opportunity,  but either I am doing it incorrectly or their responses are getting more harsh.  Your return must be rapidly approaching if I use this measure as evidence of timing.  For men’s hearts rapidly are icing over, each of them forgetting normal courtesy, even the ability to listen, in their quests to achieve every personal objective or sensory gratification.  We are even seeing men step on or over children with no apparent reflection upon this abnormal behavior in the interest of capturing the flag of their desirous conquest.  How long will You tolerate their mockery,  their abuse of women and children, how long must the innocent be martyred for the sake and hunger of evil men’s lust?

Father, give us strength.  Give me courage to stand facing the winds of smoke, fire, war or pestilence which certainly must soon come as compensation for our tyranny.  Cleanse my heart of all unrighteousness so that I might remain vigilant on the path of your intended Will.  Let me forgive sooner, be patient longer, listen longer, holding my thoughts and tongue from hurtful or evil speech.  Guide me in all that I do and forgive me for any bad intent or act.  Turn to good what I have done incorrectly.  Forgive me.  In Jesus Name.