Let neither man nor beast, herd nor flock, taste anything; do not let them eat, or drink water, but let man and beast be covered with sackcloth, and cry mightily to God; yes, let every one turn from his evil way and from the violence that is in his hands. Who can tell if God will turn and relent, and turn away from His fierce anger, so that we may not perish? Jonah 3:7-9
Turn from the violence of my own hands. How have I offended you this day, Lord? This life, this opportunity to accept repentance and salvation, is oh so short. Take from the frivolities and daydreams of my wandering heart and give me rock solid ideals with sound character, that I might be remembered well for the my loyalty to Your Word. They are so hurt Lord, they come to me so shaken, but not yet at the point of necessary humility, that point where all men finally throw up their hands in surrender, crying Father, help me. It pains me to watch this world, in its winnowing capacity, sift them and shake them up like nothing but husks and grain. Forgive me for the moments when I lack compassion and send them away without a kind word and reassurance. Allow me to remember the efficacy of Your Word.
Crying mightily to God. When was the last time I did that? I know that their are enemy footholds in the lives of my family, those things which may not be removed simply by request or even my own perceived authority to command. Father, I look at the present circumstances and they are rationally, psychologically and spiritually untenable. I also understand through trial and continued obstacle that some things are beyond my capacity to change, command or modify, even through positive intent and modeling. Humbly, I must turn to You as natural recourse. I am a man, who if not for my trust in Your capacity to overcome would otherwise consider myself defeated or accepting of these abominable circumstances. Father, please disallow the enemies access to my life and the lives of my friends and family. We wish to learn by seeking, asking and obeying your command. Cleanse us of all unrighteousness that may prohibit our indwelling of Your Grace and Spirit. Let us turn forever from our evil or violent ways to fully embrace Your Loving Plan for our lives.
One saved life wasted is an eternal tragedy, that is regretfully avoidable and to the largest extent, self-inflicted. Why wouldn’t I tell those in ear shot about Jesus? The answers are all incriminating and convicting. Though I am free from the condemnation associated with this absence without excuse, it will not however alleviate the eventual agony I must experience as a truthful and comprehensive review of my utilized/squandered opportunities to bring Glory to God. Father, I am certain that if I were to review the path we have taken to our current list of dilemmas, the steps we’ve taken toward arrival would be painfully evident. Though this truth will aid us in future misstep, it still does not free us from the confounding and repressive impacts regarding our current location in separation from Your Original intent and destination. You are the only saviour, You are the only salvation, You only may set us free from our own ignorance, delusion and sinful misdirection. Let us walk in the light and although we must suffer the impacts of our own poor choices in this life, let us have peace in eternity. Give us that freedom which only comes from knowing that we did everything and exactly what was intended for our lives, that we lived in congruence to Your Will and not our own. Set me free from me. In Your precious name Lord Jesus I pray.