When I am weary, fainting, in spiritual disrepair I have departed from the abundance of the Lord’s Will to go the road on my own. If the Lord told me that “break through” would come, then no resistance, although seemingly formidable, is capable of withstanding the overwhelming force of God’s influence and authority. Likewise, I must maintain a focused understanding of exactly what it is that God has directed me to complete, remaining vigilant, aware and careful to avoid the labyrinthine despair of injecting my own motivations. God’s enemy is clever and will utilize our historical behavior to evoke tactically effective diversions capable of leading us off the path of God’s Will onto the familiar road of our own performance capability.
Proverbs 3:5-8 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord and shun evil. This will bring health to your body and nourishment to your bones.
I have dedicated and resolved myself to the “FACT” that I am not capable of doing that which the Lord has allotted and directed me to do. If I were capable then I would never need the Holy Spirit’s filling, having merely to depend upon my own capacity to fulfill God’s Will. Surrendering to God’s Will means simply that it is not of my own abilities, thoughts, efforts, talents, capacities, treasures or performance. That which God has ordained shall be completed in His timing, none of us can say such things about our own plans, for we often fail. If I want to see God’s Will I must then look to the things outside my own capacity, imagination or understanding, for there I will find the impossible tasks God will complete, utilizing me as vessel or conduit for His Sovereign Might.
Caleb wanted the high ground because God had already promised Israel, “ALL” of the promised land. He did not lean on his own fears, understanding, strength or willingness but remained polarized upon his belief in God’s capacity to deliver that which He had previously proclaimed. There is where we find the strength, the reserve, the treasure and hope to complete each task. We must be thoroughly assured that God will prevail, God will come through, God will save, protect, love and equip each of us, especially in those precise moments when we have reached our limit. It is not me that the enemy fears but the Word of God which causes him the fear of imminent and eternal judgment. Who is the Word of God, Jesus Christ of course. He has prevailed over fear, death and evil, leaving us free to follow Him, knowing and believing that the Kingdom is here to stay. God’s Holy Name be praised, Jesus My King.