Love for God is forgiving them when they are stoning you for telling the truth about God. Father, I look at the examples set by Bible believers, I see the models in the world today, giving their all, their lives, their families for Jesus and I cannot but feel ashamed. I know that Christianity and being free of sin, law and the devil takes away the need for self recrimination or comparison, but I still feel bad when I see how little it is that I give. So many times I want to love them but end up criticizing or worse yet forgetting to remind them how wonderful they are. My dreams are of that day when I have done to others as You have done for us. When does the self serving end in this walk toward Your likeness?
Father so many are hurting, even the elect are challenged by holding out as the world spirals, hoping that they are ready for Your return. It is so hard to love in the midst of confusion and disarray, teach us to remain clear in our resemblance. You did not come to hate, you did not come to criticize, you did not come to settle once and for all which set of rituals is proper for worship, learning or service. You came to proclaim the truth and set the captives free, taking all the sins of humanity upon You. If you did this even for the murderers, skeptics, hypocrites how then may I hold anything against those who simply think ill of me. Forgive me for needing so much of Your attention in learning the same lessons over and over each day. I guess I should start by stopping my own self judgment for I have been set free, once and for all of my shortcomings, my sins and my failings. Maybe if I stop being so hard on myself, then the Spirit may teach me to be long suffering, tolerant and gentle to others. Thank you for the struggle. I have interacted with so many great people in my efforts to work out my salvation.
Praise You in Your Glory. Jesus is King.