Trying to Trust

Trust like patience is a discipline that requires time to master.  If you are like most people then you have been let down throughout your life by those around you.  Repeated abandonment, betrayal and disappointment condition us to dampen faith and perpetuate a cycle where reliability can never be tested.  We withdraw, avoid or over test relationships in a desperate attempt to find someone that we can depend upon and heal old wounds.  Others follow a path of achievement to prove themselves worthy of another person’s love, hoping to find someone that they can trust by proving themselves deserving.  Unfortunately we bring this experience into our relationship with the Lord God, projecting and expecting the same human characteristics of Christian faith and of the Lord Himself.

We walk by faith not by sight.  The Lord is not looking for performance if that were the case He would only accept the most talented, the truly gifted or those prone to over achievement.  He actually looks for the opposite.  He finds either those who have limiting deficiencies or those who would be highly successful at “worldly” disciplines but are completely oblivious of spiritual understanding.  Folks much like myself.  People who have talent but continually try to earn, force or perform their way into heaven.  The irony of Christianity is that we are expected to change, to be recreated, to conform to the Image of the Most High God and then go and achieve “great things” for the Kingdom.  Yet it is a Divine process that cannot be achieved through human effort.  We are transformed by surrendering to the Masterful Hand of the Craftsman, who deftly molds and shapes us to His Good Pleasure.  What this requires is “Trust” in His ability to finish this work.

We need to stop trying so hard or blaming God for not working things out to our own understanding and instead rely upon the “heart” knowledge that He always delivers upon His promises.  So many in this world speak of empowerment as the spark that leads to their desired state of self actualization.  They orate colorfully about “wholeness”  and being “one” with those governing influences and forces of the universe.  Let me be clear this is satan, once again attempting to contort, distort or change course for those who would otherwise find the right path to faith in Christ.  The Lord rebuke him in his attempts to waylay the beloved.  We learn to trust God by reading, understanding and practicing His Word through the Holy Spirit of God, in the name of Christ through Faith in the Infinite, Unchanging Father.  He gives us the will, the energy, the money, the answers, the strength, authority and the opportunity to do whatever it is He has set before us.  He is Worthy of my trust and has nor will He ever fail to fulfill upon His promises.  The tasks set before me I could not achieve in and of myself.  Thank God they are not mine to overcome, but His.  I have already overcome them, by surrender to the Almighty, by my testimony of what He has done for me through His Blood and His love for us all.  Please Trust in God rather then trying so hard.  He already loves you more than you will know in this life.  Holy Spirit please convey my love and thanks to the Father in the name of His Son Jesus the King of Kings.  Amen.

Viral Spiral

My eyes capture hourly sights that I hoped to never see.  Occurrences, changes and episodes that I truly hope would never come about.  Things that strike all of us as unnecessary, shocking, tragic, avoidable and yes plain wrong.  Images of children dying as either collateral damage, neglect and/or hunger are abundant and unfortunately, regular.  God help us if they ever become so commonplace where they cease to produce outrage in our hearts and minds.  Gatherings of once respectful community members shouting at each other in an opinionated display of bullying and aggression where there used to be attempted understanding and cooperation.

Natural and man-made disasters, increasing in severity and frequency as if somehow an alarm is sounding in crescendo as we fail to pay heed. People caught in the speed of technological change losing focus, energy, humanity or control in their struggle to simply keep pace.  What is producing this logarithmic/exponential increase in the perceived episodic normative?  You would probably doubt me if I say that I know, perhaps a review of the prophet Daniel’s predictions about our time will provide some evidence if my words seem incredulous.

Wars, rumors of wars.  What used to be “hot spots” with potential for battle have been replaced by a general unease.  There are no longer quiet, peaceful and safe spots on our planet, violent tensions, economic instability and social rigor have now spread to the four corners of the globe.  The Earth is no longer a harmonious blue pebble spinning in space, having been replaced by a raucous rock where onlookers wait for, applaud or attempt to avoid the next expected calamity, outbreak, clash or eruption.  The climate has changed, global warming is truth. Not the general progression toward a hotter weather pattern, instead the palpable escalation of kinetic energy toward an eventual or repeated episodic release.

This week there was an 8.0 earthquake in the Santa Cruz Islands, by any measure this is a memorable and dangerous event.  However what followed that tragic event was significantly more troubling.  You see that same area had dozens of following earthquakes, most measuring over 4.0 every five to ten minutes throughout that entire day.  That original tectonic event triggered some sort of cascading repetition where the tremors would not resolve as if some tipping point had been crossed.  This episode is emblematic of our current stasis in man’s march through time.  I know you can feel it because I get feedback from believers and unbelievers all stating the same observation, that the environment is pregnant for sporadic outbreaks instead or regularity and normalcy.  It has somehow become an experiment more highly prone to chaos, with what once were manageable occurrences now spiraling out of control.  Man is no longer in the “catbird” seat but has become the unwitting pawn in a drama spinning out of normal centrifugal parameters.  Regardless of which model you subscribe to or utilize, whether the merry-go-round going too fast or the figure skater spiraling faster and faster in a spin, both end in implosive or explosive devastation.

There is a fence separating all of humanity and this energetic flux is creating a polarity where it is increasingly more difficult to remain in the center of the orbiting construct.  Bodies are being forced to the polar aspects through our push against the axis.  There is nothing substantial upon which to adhere at the diametrical way line.  The fence will be evacuated, not by choice but through overwhelming influence, pushing all the positions along the frontier’s circumference.  There are after all only two halves to the whole.  Try as we may persist, we of ourselves are incapable of escaping the laws of physics and time.  The only way to escape the cruelty, inflexibility and finality of the Law is through the forgiveness of redemption by the Blood of Jesus Christ the Savior of Mankind.  I accept my place in God’s unfolding plan for humanity, and I look forward to and welcome my new place in the Kingdom of God, as this world shatters and is reconstructed by the Power of His Word.  Praise King Jesus, Amen.

one vs. zero

On and off, something or nothing, life or death, have’s and have nots.  Black and white or simply yes and no.  Do these parameters, these absolutes truly carry as much authority as they appear to display?  Aren’t there so many shades of gray in between the polar junctions of a spectrum.  Is white at one end and then black at the other when one stops to contemplate gray?  Could there be an absolute evil and something that is Divinely pure, or is it just fictional speculation?

Do you think that zero envies one?  One has everything while zero stands null, one is complete while zero absent, one has existence and zero only void.  Does saying yes truly give a person a degree of potency that their no position lacked?  When you commit to something, anything, you must first say “yes”.  So there is no business, no marriage, no child, no harvest without the utterance of the affirmative.  It is this shear act of will and determination which brings with it the inception and eventual march toward resolution.  No battle was ever won by accident, without the “will” to overcome whatever opposing odds.  Without the yes there is only “no” thing.  God said yes and this world came into being, a place where man feels compelled to reduce everything to infinite stages of grey.

Could it be that simple?  That a mere choice, a basic decision is the true power of creation.  Could that be why the Almighty God has loved us enough to base eternity’s decision upon a choice?  Is that perhaps why satan has craftily named the murder of a child in the womb, choice, to contort something which God meant for glory?  Say “no” to the enemy in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and he is left with Nothing.  Wherever you may currently reside, whether dilemmic or null, you can say “yes” to the Father and be recreated for a new life with God.  It is after all that simple.  Make the declaration, let the light shine into your life, take that first step on the path toward Glory.  Choose Life, Choose Jesus.

The Resounding Truth

My life was not cleansed by baptizing my finger in an inch of holy water.  The entirety of my sin was washed away by the precious cleansing blood of the Almighty God come to pay my sin debt through a humbling death upon a tree.  The torrents wash over me removing my filth, my stench, my weakness, crime and shame, returning me to right standing with God so that I may pursue a relationship with our Creator.  I do not want a dabbling of such Majesty.  I prefer to dive into the waters of my rebirth, arising refreshed, renewed, reborn in the Kingdom of my true citizenry.

There is no dedication, discipline, line of study or just-pursuit that requires a minimum of time to learn, master or overcome.  There is no fast track to anything worth mastering.  Study must be earnestly conducted, disciplined practice must be attended and practical application must be empirically tested until weaknesses, errors and flaws are revealed and winnowed.  Certainly talent and gifts play a role in enhancing the limits to which one may rise, but even the most talented of masters will tell you he learned more in the trenches of failure than from easy victories.  Becoming a mature Christian takes effort, time, dedication, learning and honing.  To adeptly wield the Two-Edged Sword, capable of separating soul from spirit requires practice.  Even David as a shepherd boy had some expert level of proficiency with the sling before facing and by the Grace of God defeating that giant.

This is the narrow path that does not follow the easy road craved by the masses.  For man it is impossible to traverse.  Ah, but I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.  His Word is a light unto my path.  I walk by faith not by sight.  We are the redeemed sons and daughters of the Most High God.  We have been healed, cleansed, made whole through the Works of God Himself.  We are joint heirs, blessed by God’s immeasurable Love and shaped by His Word, His Spirit and His Disciplining Hand.  This is the road for the weak, the lost, the tired, sick, hungry and poor who will be made strong in Christ and healed by His merciful touch.  Come to Him in weakness, live with Him in security, strength and everlasting life.  Praise God, through Jesus Christ the King.

Toe Path

We scan, we plan, we scrimp, we thrive and save.  To what end shall our endeavors flourish?  Is it a house, a job, a family, a love or an extended vacation/retirement which guides our present efforts?  Have you a stated objective or is life leading you toward some eventuality?  What about Christ?  What about God’s direction?  Is this life the epitome of existence for which the Almighty created such a masterpiece of life, called man?  Could simply completing this march toward some unknown expiration date be all that God intended from creation?  It just defies logical understanding.

Certainly if we can be reduced to the progeny of chimps then the purpose is irrelevant.  Absolutely if man is the happenstance conclusion of elemental chance then life has no other meaning then the random collision of molecules and transfer of energy.  Decidedly if man has been designed in isolation simply for self-service then gathering and dispensing of material objects becomes the overall measure of a person’s worth.  Thank God my life is not that simple.  Praise the almighty that He orchestrated this Earth and all upon it, toward an end not of self-construction, giving it purpose, meaning, direction and the choice of eternal opportunities.  I will not surrender to an explanation of man’s origin that simplifies the majesty of this gift we have been offered.

If it is joy, mystery, safety and aspiration then there is only one rational choice, surrender and service to the One God, the God of Abraham, Issac and Jacob.  Believers are being swayed by logical argument because they will not investigate the evidence and of Biblical Historic and Prophetic Truth.  We have allowed the lost to dictate the public argument to save ourselves embarrassment of exposure as infants of Biblical understanding.  If you want to see EVIDENCE of this statement type in Biblical Prophecy at Wikipedia and you will see a warning that the articles they present are incomplete.  Biblical scholars, and by this I mean every mature Christian should be volunteering to assist them with the public description of our own faith, yet we remain seated.

Biblical Prophecy is unfolding before our eyes and yet we refuse to share the Good News of Christ’s Coming.  The accuracy of God’s Word as foretold by Daniel, David, Isaiah, Ezekiel, Paul, Micah and so many others is being visibly presented, RIGHT NOW for all the world to see, yet we remain ambivalent, ignorant or unaffected.  This is the time of our rejoicing yet we are captured in relative silence.  Our Lord lives and soon He will return to Rule and Reign forever and to His Kingdom there will be no limit or no end.  I don’t know about you, I am a man of purpose.  A purpose designed and encoded to my spirit by my Father the Lord God Almighty who came down from heaven to demonstrate His Authority, Power and Love for all to witness.  He is the purpose I serve.  A life with Him is the treasure that I seek.  I will not hesitate to learn what must be learned in order to prepare for what is about to unfold.  Won’t you join me in the hope that comes through understanding of prophecy, for the Spirit of Prophecy is the Lord Jesus Christ and His return for His Church and His reign.  Jesus Be praised in all His splendor, Might and Glory.  Amen

Times

How many times have I been forgiven?  Innumerable, immeasurable, incalculable, perhaps, even if I were to have kept score, the Lord has forgotten them.  Can you conceive of such grace?  A God so full of a Love that is beyond my understanding that He would forgive my tremendous offenses while I find it hard to forgive those I love for minor infractions.  What kind of fool I would be to believe that I am somehow entitled to such depth of kindness.  Or the greater fool to turn away from such an offer of redemption, cleansing and relationship.

How many days have I looked beyond blessings following each footfall, remaining in desirous want?  Gifts, left for me, perfectly matching my specific need and character, given without attachment.  Yet I failed to offer up thanks or in a moment of humility see the profoundness of my legacy.  Always grasping, lamenting, coveting that which I needed so.  All the while surrounded by Glory, Power and Divinely protected from obvious dangers in my haphazard walk.  I am and have always been wealthy, why now do I see it so?

I have read of men, greater men, lesser men and I have spoken down to their folly.  As if I have somehow displayed another measure of wisdom.  Judgment is the Lord’s prerogative, yet I dispense it without restraint.  How careless my wielding of sword and shield, apologetic only when caught in crossfire or cross-hair.  Allow me to forgive Father to save me from donning my own inconsiderate apparel.  There are none for whom I have perpetual misgiving.  Remove those trapped in the clouded dungeons of my uncompromising demeanor.  Set us free.

Teach me to love them as You have first loved me.  Praise God in Jesus’ Name.